Blondie's Book ⇝ Lashton ✓

entry twenty three

Age 15

You know that feeling you get when your stomach just aches so much around that person and you feel dizzy and it's not because you want to puke over them. well that's how I feel around Ashton.

He makes me so happy and all the butterflies just erupt out of nowhere and it gives me chills.

And it takes so much effort to not stare at him while he drums during out banding sessions and when we're recording.

Our fan base had grown and yeah maybe our first mini concert twelve people came but who's counting. not me because I got a blow job afterwards.

God, I hope Ashton doesn't find this diary. that'd be hell.

It's nearly my sixteenth birthday and Ashton's just turned eighteen.

No he didn't get birthday sex. I am still only fifteen

But maybe soon, one day

-Lukey xx