Blondie's Book ⇝ Lashton ✓

entry twenty six

age 16

So after being asked to join one direction on tour, we were signed and yesterday we were recording a few songs in the studio in the city and it was insane because I was singing professionally in a booth and Ashton was pulling faces at me through the glass.

But then we had a meeting.

They said they didn't want fans to know that Ashton and I were dating. Or that we liked boys at all. They wanted us to pretend we were straight. and I cried. I sobbed and cried in to Ashton because it was heart breaking.

Fuck.

Oh god I'm crying again.

I'm just gonna stop writing for a while and focus on school and now going on tour and pleasing my boyfriend

-luke

Ps, I really may not write for a long time.