My Model

- 6 -

January, 21th 2019

Minnie Pov

Only the name Miyeon crossed my mind. During these four days I couldn't stop thinking about my behavior towards Miyeon, to be honest I didn't know what to do. I didn't know whether to continue with this strange feeling, or to just pretend that nothing happened and pretend that Miyeon didn't exist.

Those were the two solutions to end my fear and despair, but I didn't know which solution to choose.

- I'll have to talk to Soojin. - I told myself and clicked the button to call Soojin.

After two rings someone answered, and luckily it was Soojin.

- Soojin

- Yea?

- Come to my office. - I said and hung up.

Then I got up and started pacing back and forth. I confess I was nervous for what she might say, but I needed answers. However, someone knocks on the door and I allow the person in.

- What happened?

- Answer me some questions, and only after I ask them, you answer. - I said and she shook her head. -First, is it normal for someone to become friends with a person they've barely met? second, is it normal for someone to become protective of that same person just because they feel the need to see that person safe? Third, how the fuck did I become so attached to this person, causing me to spend twenty-four hours out of twenty-four hours thinking about this person? - I said everything at once and at an opening speed, and from Soojin's reaction I understood that she didn't understand anything I said.

- Minnie, first you will calm down, and only after that you will say again what you just said. -She approached me and sat me down, and then took some papers to wave them in my direction.

After a while of cooling off and taking a deep breath I told Soojin to stop what she was doing, and gave her a deep look.

- Why am I so attached to a person I just met? and why do I have a protective instinct for her?

- A person only feels this way when they feel something for that person, and I'm not just referring to loving feelings

- But I'm not like that Soojin, I'm cold, rude, unfeeling, hypocritical, shameless...

- You're just like that because you want to and because you didn't have medical help when you needed it most. - She speaks interrupting my speech, and I get up. -You deserved to have that help, but unfortunately you didn't have it, and that made you become what you just said

- BUT WHY WITH MIYEON I'M THE OPPOSITE? - I screamed, and Soojin's eyes widened. -I smile at her, I give her food in her mouth, I watch romance movies with her, I give her flowers, I hug her...how is it possible Soojin? in so little time...

- Because you've probably finally found someone to fill that void in your heart. - She talks and I look at her. -Me and the girls can be little bandages for your broken heart, but she might be your real bandage

- But...

- With time you will understand what I'm talking about, of course it won't be now because everything starts from a friendship, which over time changes to something more

- Are you saying that I'm in love with Miyeon?

- No. - She speaks and holds my hands. -It's still too early to say that you're in love, but maybe that feeling is growing little by little

- No. - I said and took her hands away. -No, I'm not in love with Miyeon, and I never will be. - I said and started walking from one side to the other. -That's not possible, I barely met her, how can you say that this will turn into a relationship?