New Girl (Andy Biersack Fanfic)

Alone. Again.

Andy just told me he has feelings for me...I stopped walking and just stared at him.

"Andy, I just got out of a terrible break up...i mean your cute and all but i really need some time to be on my own."

"I understand. But maybe think about it?"

We continued to walk in silence. I realized he was still holding my hand. I untwined our hands and he looked alittle mad when i did.

"you okay?"

"Just fine, its not like i didnt want to hold hands with you anyways."

"Andy im sorry i already told you. I need some time alone."

"If you really want to he alone, Fine! Go ahead and be alone!"

He walked away yelling "Oh! And text me when you actually get a grip in life, freak!"

ugh...there goes my one friend...I walked home alone in silence. Thinking of what Andy said. How coupd he say something like that? A minute ago he was hugging me and comforting me. Now he wants nothing to do with me simply because i didnt want to hold his hand? I dont even know why i try anymore. i ruin everything i touch..

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Next Day

I woke up and got ready for school. I decided to wear my white ripped skinny jeans with my shirt that says "PARENTAL ADVISORY" I hate to wear this shirt now because Aaron bought it for me on our anniversary.

I grabbed my bag, not caring about my hair or makeup since i have no one to look good for anymore.

I walked out the house and headed towards school. While i was walking I got a message from Andy. It said: "Look about lastnight. im sorry i acted like that. But you really need to get a grip on life and stop crying about EVERYLITTLE THING! Its pathetic. I know this seems rude and disrespectful. But if you really want to be my friend. Actually try in life."

I read it over and over and over again. Did he really feel like this? Did i really turn the sweet and adorable Andy into a monster? I cried while thinking about it.

I got to school and went to my locker as soon as i could. Today i didnt want to be seen by anyone. I walked to class but on my way there i ran into a very farmiliar face. Haliey. She immidiatly said "watch where your going freak" she looked at me and remebered me. "Oh my god! Its you! Jessica. Little 'i cut myself for attention Jessica' "

"W-what are you doing here?..."

"My parents decided they wanted to live close to there parents. Its fine with me, knowing I get to beat the shit out of you everyday again"

She grabbed me by my hair and started to hit me over and over again. She stopped when the bell rang. She left and headed to class.

I layed there on the ground. I looked up and saw two feet. It was Andys.. He was just standing there. Starring at me as if im just a hopeless dream. He walked away without even saying anything.

I ignored the rest of the day. It felt like days, but it was only 6 hours. The last bell rang and i left the school so quick. I got home and saw a car outside of Andys house. It was rocking..I looked inside and saw Andy and this girl having sex...For some reason it broke my heart. To see him with another girl. I ran inside. Instead of crying like usual i took my feelings to music and drawing. I pulled out my guitar and started playing. Then after that I set up my keyboard. I played Beethoven and then my own music. After all that i started to draw. I drew an eye with the city in the background, and a boy and a girl kissing. The eye was crying at the sight of the love of her life,loved someone else.

I drew until i fell asleep. I woke up around 3Am. I grabbed my jacket and walked out the house. I started walking and soon reached a park. I saw someone there crying. I slowly walked up to them...It was Andy. He was crying like i've never seen him cry before.

I walked up to him.

"Andy?"

His head jolted up "Jessica?! W-what are you doing here?"

"I wasnt tired so i wanted to go for a walk..are you okay?"

"What? Oh yeah im fine."

I stood there looking stupid then me being me, i said "Who was that girl i saw you with today?"

"Oh, thats Scout..My uh..girl-girlfriend."

"Seems to me you guys were having fun together.."

"Oh..you saw that?"

"Yeah."

I started to walk away. I started to sweat so i took my jacket off. I forgot about all my scars. Andy saw them and said "Are those because of me?" He said pointing at my arm.

I told him the truth. "Only some, there mostly my parents fault."

I could tell he felt terrible.

"Jessica im so sorry for how i've been treating you. You dont deserve any of it. Im so sorry. Can you please forgive me?"

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Sorry i havent been on for a LONG time. Just been real busy, and i just got a new phone.

Im going to start writing again. I really miss it.

Hope you like this chapter!

Whats gonna happen? Will she forgive him? Or leave him like he left her?

Stay strong (:

Your beautiful in every way possible!