New Girl (Andy Biersack Fanfic)

Chapter 3: Feelings?

(Jessica's POV)

It was the next day and i was laying on my bed on my phone texting my friends back at home.

Jessica's and Riley conversation:

Jess-

So my neighbor is really cool. He likes bands and play guitar. Not to mention he's extremely cute (;

Riley-

Ohh gurl tell me his name! Tell me everything you know so far! How old is he? Whats he look like? Whats his name? EVERYTHING!

Jess-

Okay well his name is Andy. He has black hair thats a little past his ears and its like flippy hair. He has blue eyes and a deep manly voice. Hes so sweet and kind....i wonder if he has a girlfriend..

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(5 hours later)

I was sitting in my room when someone knocked on my door. "Come in!" The door opened and it was my mom. She walked over to me and hit me.

"You worthless piece of shit. Why were you even born? I should've gave you up for adpotion. I wish you were dead. You mean nothing to me and your father!"

I smelt the alcohol in her breath. I started to cry and she just stood there giving me a look of disgust.

"Why are you crying?! You have no feelings! You know what? Go ahead and keep crying. You deserve every pain you get. You deserve to get made fun of. Why don't you cut yourself now? Or better. Kill yourself."

She left the room and slammed my door. I started to cry even more. All my feelings came out of me. I ran to my room and grabbed my old shaver. I broke it open and grabbed the blades. I smashed it against my arm. Blood started to poor out. I continued to do so to my other arm. I cut a few more times on each arm until i was satisfied with what i did.

I cleaned up the mess i made and jumped in the shower. I washed the blood off of me and then jumped out.

After i took a shower my dad called my down for dinner. I went downstairs and sat at the table. Therer before me sat a plate of chicken and mash potatoes. I immediately wanted to throw up. The sight of food always made me sick. But i knew that if i didnt eat my parents would hit me.

So i ate everything on my plate then put it in the kitchen. I walked straight up to my room an into the bathroom. I went over to the toilet and leaned over. I began to barf up all the food i just ate. After that i felt good.

I went to my bed and laid down. My phone started to ring and it was Andy. I answered it with a simple "Hello"

"Hey i was wondering if you maybe wanted to hang out tonight? Im not doing anything so i was wanting to show you around the city." -Andy

"Oh! Yeah sure! Ill be there in 5 okay?"

"Okay! Ill be waiting"-Andy

I got up and then went to my closet to pick out some clothes. I decided on my plain gray hoodie and my ripped black skinny jeans. I threw those on and did my hair. After that I walked out my room and out the house not giving a shit what my parents said.

I knocked on his door and his mom answered it.

"Hi Mrs.Biersack. Is Andy here?"

"Oh! Yes of course he's just up stairs. Come in. Come in."

I walked in the door and she told me I could go up to his room. So I went up stairs and knocked on his door. "Come in!" I walked in and he was laying there in his bed.

When he saw me he immediately jumped up and gave me a hug. I was confused for why he did this but then he said "Sorry i heard shouting and crying at your house. I thought you needed a hug. Are you okay?"

"Thanks and yeah everything's fine. Thanks for wondering"

"No problem. Shall we get going?"

We left the house and began walking since driving was useless in this town. We walked about 5 miles until Andy started talking.

"You know. I didn't know if I told you. But I'm in a band."

"You are! Thats so cool!"

"Yeah we've been playing for awhile now. Actually in a week were filming our first music video. The bands called Black Veil Brides."

I kept smiling as he told me about his band. It just amazed me at how nice and sweet he was. He was just so amazingly cute. God, his girlfriend must be lucky.

"Your girlfriend must be lucky to have you."

"What? Oh I don't have a girlfriend"

"Oh. I thought you did"

"Nope. But I do have feelings for someone"

After he said that he intertwined our hands together. I just gave him a look of confusion.

"Thats you. Jessica I know i've only known you for what? A day? I just cant ge you out of my head."

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Sorry if this chapter is a little short! And i havent updated in a while because of school and cheerleading. Yes. I am a cheerleader. I know. Shocking! Well hope you liked this chapter!! Have a good day!

Stay strong

Stay beautiful

Ilyy <3

-Katie (;