Being one of a group is fun but not until you fall in love with one of them, as a member of Girl group called Blackpink I can say it's hard for me to be in love with one of them. I know you can already guessed who is it no other than the most beautiful girl Jennie Kim, I'm maybe lucky because I can talk to her, I can approach her easily but it's hard to hide what I'm feeling for her.
But there's a one question spinning around my head, " Does she even like me " . Well I can actually answer that on my own and the answer is no because she like my own best friend and I also guessed you already know who is it, yup it's Lisa. I don't know if she likes her or not but their interactions to each other it's kinda obvious, and I kinda felt hurt ofcourse who wouldn't be hurt seeing the one you love with another person right.
That's why the only thing I do until today is to keep my feelings, I don't want to ruin my friendship with her. Yeah we call each other wifey and hubby, but that's just a call sign nothing more.
" Hey, Rosie are you okay? "
It's really hard for me to hide my feelings because whenever she smile, talk, or doing some perfect it makes me fall harder. But everytime when it's always about partnership all the thing I can do is to be disappointed, she stare at someone but I only look at her like there's no other girl can replace her in my heart.
" Yeah I'm fine u-unnie "
That's why the one thing I know I don't know if it's true or not that she's dating my best friend, it breaks my heart everytime I see them together. But if my best friend can make her happy then I'm happy, that's why I only have one habit to express my feelings and that is to stare at her from afar. She may be so closer to me but why do I feel like its hard for me to reach her, that's why I only shut up my mouth everytime we both left alone.
" Jennie unnie! " I heard Lisa shout from our living room.
" What do you want? " Jennie unnie asking as she fixed her hair. She's so beautiful.
" Let's go shopping "
" O-okay " Jennie give me one last stare but I just smiled at her.
I watched her walking out in our kitchen until I didn't notice my tears are flowing already.
" Chae are you okay? " I heard jisoo unnie asked.
" Yeah I'm fine I'll just go to my room " I run upstairs not minding her questions.
Damn it hurts, it's really hard to just stare at you with someone my love.
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