Undescribably Perfect

Chapter 21

~•Jessica's POV•~
(Conversation)
Hayes💕: Where did you guys go?

Me: Why? So you can just not talk to me still. Don't worry. You don't need to know.

Hayes💕: Jess, please! I didn't want to not talk to you! The guys were forcing me not to. They took my phone away from me. They said if I said any word to you, something bad would of happened. And I was stupid. I believed them. Jess, I would take a bullet for you if we were in that situation. But I've left you down. I would take that bullet with no hesitation, but yet I couldn't even talk to you for the fear of the guys. You have every right to hate me.

Me: Hayes, just stop. I don't hate you. I'm just very disappointed. I can't believe the way all you guys treated Gilinsky and I just for having a little bit of fun. What happened to the rules when Nash and Cam did their friend tag and Cam had to go to the hospital? Or when they did the pickle and oatmeal challenge with Matt? Nobody gave them the cold shoulder because they are more famous, and better then us. Make sure Aaron and Matt got their gifts. Two of the three "hated" people wasted their money on them. And for the last time, don't worry about me. I'll be back after Christmas break. Maybe.

Hayes💕: Can I at least know where you are?

Me: HOME.
(Conversation over)

I shut my phone off and just laid in my bed. Life just keeps getting worse.

I end up falling asleep with tears running down my cheeks.

~•Jack Johnson's POV•~
I invite Gilinsky over for the night because we all need to talk about what we are going to do.

Once we arrives, we head into Jessica's room. She's fallen asleep while clutching her phone. I take her phone away and notice the tears fallen on it. She's been crying. I turn on her phone and it doesn't turn on. She must of turned it off.

I turn it fully on and she has 180 messages. 100 are from Hayes. Figures. Right when we leave they all try to get ahold of her and try to talk to her. 35 are from all the guys trying to get ahold of her and trying to apologize. 25 are from Rachel and Makayla. Apparently, the whole world knows we left Magcon for the rest of the year. Nash and the rest of the guys tweeted about how big a mistake they made. Too late now.

The last 20 messages are from Nash. He's feeling the most bad about this. This is all his fault. And I'm not going to tell him that it's not because it is.

I set her phone back down beside her. I lean down and kiss her cheek. She lightly smiles. She is the best little sister ever.

I exit her room and enter mine where Gilinsky is sitting in my bungie chair. He is on his phone and looks annoyed.

"What's up? I asked sitting in the bean bag next to his/my chair.

"The guys keep trying to FaceTime me. I keep hitting ignore." He says. His phone starts going off. He sighs.

"Hit accept." I say. He does as I say.

"Jack! Finally! We've been trying to get to one of you all day!" Shawn says. He was the one who called. All the guys immediately run over and onto the bed that Shawn is on. Everyone starts throwing questions at us and keeps yelling until we finally get them calmed down.

"Be quiet guys. Jessica is sleeping." I say. They all nod. Hayes looks depressed. That's what he gets.

All of sudden my door gets open and Jessica steps inside.

"Hey." She says to us.

"Hey." We both say.

"Who are you guys talking to?" She asks. She comes and sits down in between us.

"Hey Jess." All the guys says. Hayes' face lights up.

"Oh, so now you know who I am. Glad to know. By the way, I don't care about the whole 'secret Santa' thing anymore so whoever was mine I guess just take it back and get your money back. Whatever it was it was worth more than I am. I'll see you all after the new year. Maybe." She says and exits the room.

"Wait! Where did she go?" Hayes says coming in view of the camera.

"I don't know. In the summer when stuff like this happens she usually visits the roof, but I've never known where she goes in the winter." I say. He nods and leaves the room. Probably to call her.

~•Jessica's POV•~
I bundle up in a whole bunch of sweatshirts, coats, and scarves and climb out of my window onto the roof. It's only 25 degrees out, but it feels nice today.

Hayes keeps trying to FaceTime me. After the 6th call, I decide to answer.

"Oh my gosh Jessica! Finally!" He says when he comes into view.

"Hi." I say. I don't keep eye contact. I watch people drive by and look out towards the city.

"Jessica, you have to understand how much this is killing me that I made the biggest mistake in my life. Please Jess, I know we've only just begun dating and I'm going to make more mistakes in my life, but I know you are a forgiving person. Please, we are stupid teenagers whose emotions gets all messed up. But I do know one thing, the only feeling that is not messed up is the feeling of love, which this feeling is directed towards you and my family. I love you Jess, I just made a stupid mistake that I would trade everything in my life to be able to go back and fix this." He says. Tears are slowly falling down my cheeks and his eyes are glassy. Yes, I locked eyes with him.

"I know, I just don't want the next mistake to be bigger and result in a break up. I really like you, Hayes. I don't want to be hurt by you like that or worse, again." I say looking back down.

"Jess, please, I won't do anything like this again. I'm dumb, I'm stupid. I don't deserve you, but yet somehow we haven't separated because of this. I'm in love with you Jess. I can't lose you now that I have you." He says with a couple of tears now running down his cheeks. I have tears slowly flowing down my face.

"I love you too. But I need time to heal from this abandonment. I'll talk to you later Hayes." I say. I finally look up. We look into each other's eyes for a minute.

"Okay?" He whispers.

"Okay." I say. We both hit end. I continue to sit on the roof.

Sometime later in the day, Jack finds me. He scoots in next to me. He puts his arm around me shoulder and holds me tight against his body.

"I love you Jess, and I trust you can make the right decision about everything." He says. I look up at him.

"You really think so?" I ask.

"Positive. Now, come inside. Jack and I have made pasta and ravioli. Your favorites." He says and nudges me. I smile for the first time in two days.

"There's the smile I love to see." He says. I smile a little wider and he grabs ahold of my hand and we walk through the window and down to the kitchen together.