JENLISA[ONESHOTS]

IN ANOTHER LIFE

Jennie's POV

We're busy stargazing as I hold her hand so tight, I'm still not ready to let her go. I'm not ready letting my word being taken by the universe, by another universe.

"And promise me to continue on moving,to continue on being our happiness." Lisa stated as she was looking at me. I can feel the sadness, the loneliness of us. The surrending become quite letting ourselves hear each other for the last time.

"I'm not promising anything cause deep down in me I'll never be the ball of sunshine" I answered kissing her hand as the cold air passed by.

I can feel my tears threatening to fall. Not here. Not right in front of the person who's leaving me.

"Nini" Lisa called me out facing my side. She cupped my cheeks as she slowly turn my head to face her.i sadly smile seeing the sadness the pain on her eyes.

I don't want to see her like this. And I never ever wanna see her like this.

The world is to cruel for letting her take you.

For letting my life forcefully being taken. Maybe our time isn't mean for each other.

"Baby,I don't wanna see you like this" she softly said as she kissed my cheeks. The feeling of her being close to me never change. I still love the feeling.

If only the universe can take it's part. Can take a pity on us.

"Then don't go" I said being this desperate to the point I'm being a mess. This never crossed my mind and I hope it did.

She remained silent and that's Hurts me the most. When she can't say it in front of me. She chose to keep her mouth close, the opportunity were both wasting. And I wish we never did.

"Baby, just please don't go. Just don't leave me yet." I sounded so desperate holding her hand, kissing it multiple times as I know I can't Heald my tears any longer.

"Nini, I don't want to, but maybe this isn't our time yet don't you think." She said smiling as she place her trembling hand on on top of mine squeezing it as she put her head on my shoulder.

"Every time is ours. Yet I don't know why the universe take this time." I sad looking at the stars that twinkling up there it looks like they are giving me a message. A message that I  don't wanna know.

I know what is it. I just don't wanna let it sink it on my mind.

"Everything is planned, nini. This is planned. It's Time for them to take me." She said looking at the sky. One more and I know I'll cry here so much.

I look up at the sky sending does Stars a message. A message to let the universe know I'm not yet ready. I'm not yet ready to let her go forever.

"You're talking to the stars again" she chuckle as she pinch my cheeks. I smiled and kissed her lips.

"I wanna let them know they are going to take the most precious angel here on earth, my most precious angel." I said smiling as a tear left my eyes. I wipe it immediately and trace those Stars completing a pattern.

She chuckle and hit my shoulder lightly, not as hard as before, not as fun as before.

Because I know the next time I woke up......