Author:asiou00I still remember that night so vividly as if it was yesterday.That night when your life was taken in the process of saving mine. I would have ben killed if it warent for you. But you would have ben killed if it warent for me. You save my life,jennie. But you left my heart broken.
"I love you"was the last thing you said to me.
If that so,then why did you leave me?
Why did you leave me. Hurting so much like this. I'm glad i came out alive. But i'm so heartbroken right now because of your death. Why jennie? Why did you go away?You pushed me on the ground. There was chaos inside the restaurant. All i heard was terrified scream and alot of gun fire. You immediately threw your body on top of mine to protect me. You were holding me tight and i was just scared the whole time. I thought i was done for. You gave me another good push against the concrete. I did't feel your arms against my back anymore but i knew yoy were still there. Finally the shooting subsided.
Thats when i realized you've been shot.
I started shaking you and saying"JENNIE,jennie,we need to get out of here!" But i did't know what to do. I tried to pull you up at your shoulder but you were to heavy. I was already panicking when i heard you gasp. You looked at me, touched my face and smiled."Jennie,please don't go. Hang in there"
Tears were rushing from my eyes."i need you""I love you"was all you said to me.then you droped your hand and closed your eyes.
"NO!,no, Jennie don't live me!"i begged.
But there was no use. A tear fell from your right eye,and you were gone.Hours before that happend.we were walking in the rain,hand in hand. I did't mind the cold wind because i felt warm in you.
Then without a warning,you kissed me. That was our last. You kissed me for the last time.You used be to the light of the party. You alway made me dance with you. I actualy loved the art of dancing because of you.
I loved your handshake with my dad.
I love how you walk with your hand in your packets.
How you'd kiss me when i was in the middle of saying something.There is no day i don't miss your rude interuption.
But someone took that smile away. That night in the restaurant your smile was different. Now i sit here alone in the flor,grieving as i look at our pictures filled with memories. I miss your gummy smile.i miss your voice.i miss every thing about you.
I miss your arms around me. Sometimes,i lay in bed wearing your clothes just to be able to feel you again.i miss your scent. I miss you,i miss you so much it's killing me.
So from now on,i just watch you from the picture like i use to watch you sleep.
And i feel you forget me like i used to forget you breathe.
Are you okay now jennie? I hope it's nice where you are.i hope you find happiness just how i found it when i'm with you. Thank you for thouse i want to stay at this moment forever time. I'm glad i was loved and cared by you,having you was irreplaceable treasure.
And if someone ask me if i'd like to be with you even if i know you'll passed away soon. Without a doupt,i'd say yes.
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