Loyal Love (Rewritten)

Chapter 14 Do Eujin.

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'' kyungsoo ?"

'' kyungsoo ? Hey "
I opened my eyes slowly as a hand landed on my shoulder, blinking through my dry and sloghtly swollen eyes I looked up at eujin, hovering over me.

It mad eme doubt it was really her at first because I clearly remember her having left to go to her dorms again. She shouldnt be here. She wasnt..

'' can you hear me ?" She asked gently and it almost scared me to hear her talk, making it more real.

I was outside, my hands felt the cold dirty ground from where I laid on. It was wet and i wondered if it was because of me or because it had rained.

At last I nodded hesitant before she could repeat herself and I tried to push myself up slowly, I knew how stupid I musgev looked like when she found me laying here.

Yet No strength was left in me and she must've seen it because she held onto my arm aswell, helping to pull me back up even as everything ached and my body protested against all movements, begging me to stop.

'' I'm sorry " she instantly muttered when I winced, wrapping my arms around my stomach as I hunched over as soon as I tried to stand on my shaky legs. My body folded under the pain and I ended up getting down to my knees again, breathing hard as i clung to the steps of the stairs leading inside, despite her having tried to hold me up.

I couldnt get up, I was afraid my back my break, my knees would would break.

My body shock in a shiver as another cold wind blew by.
I couldnt help and look to the side in order to shield my face from it, but it only made me look at the garbage cans.
Theyd truly thought nothing more of me than trash to be thrown away.

'' come on " she urged me carefully to get back up and this time I clung back onto her shakingly. Whimpering as she patiently helped me step up the stairs and into the house again but as soon as we entered the kitchen, agony cursed through my back as I tried reaching for the counter.

I hissed, nearly crying out when I collapsd back to my knees hunching over while trembling when the pain lasted for another few minutes.

A fresh set of tears were forming in my eyes, looking at the kitchen floor just made me feel sick all over again and I was getting anxious thinking of them still being in the house maybe around a corner to jump out and start hurting me all over again, the thought of it terrified me
'' it's ok it's ok.. just a little more."

With a lot of time and effort she managed to help me get back up and sit down on a chair in the kitchen, A blanket was instantly thrown around my shoulder but I was still shivering horribly, grimacing a little when the blanket was touching my back.

I've never been this.. bad. He's never gone this far. It scared me to think that next time might be even worse. I was wondering if I could even survive worse.

'' kyungsoo.. what if.. what if I take you to the hospital ? " she got on her knees in front of me, laying a Hand to my knee but I quickly shock my head, starting to sniffle as I found myself crying again when the thought of going to a hospital Made me feel nothing but panic
'' it's never been this bad.. look at you.. "

I still shock my head, not wanting to think of it, I just wanted the fear to Fade again but i knew i needed a moment for that. I needed to distract myself.

looking up from her to spot the pile of dirty dishes, I exhaled shakingly, hands clinging to the blanket to stop shaking. I thought, They will be mad if they see the dishes so i needed to clean them fast. I cant be making anymore mistakes.
" t-t-the.. dis-shes.. I nee-d" I rasped out. My throat hurt, I had no voice left so it barely sounded above a whisper. I couldnt help but feel pathetic.