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A week had past, my eye was better and easy to be hid with make up. Eujin came around more often to hand me foods and apologize for her father.
I never understood why she thought she had to apologize when she had nothing to do with it but I did understand why she felt the need to defend and stand by him regardless.
Their mother ran away, leaving without a second thought.. only a nasty message about how she disliked them all was left behind to traumatize them, giving them a feeling of not having been good enough for her that would last a lifte time. And unlike her their father didnt leave them.
He stayed with them.
I understood she felt greatly for him because of it but I couldn't see what he was doing to her being justified with this, he was a broken man. He didnt leave them because he didnt want to be alone not for their sake. He was nothing but selfish, angry and unpredicible to me and she may not want to admit it but I could tell she was just as afraid of him as I was.
'' put it in my room when you're done. Better not wake me up again, got it dipshit " Seungsoo threw his homework onto the table, causing me to look up at him briefly.
I was cleaning the couch table while my stepfather watched tv when he came in.
He used to do his homework on his own. Only recently he started handing them to me.. ever since they found out about jongin he's been different to me.
Stricter, watching every move of me until he found a mistake to report.
'' and I'm in the mood for smashed potatoes, make me some. Handmade of course and put flavour in it dont ever hand me that boring tasteless shit again like last time"
I nodded slightly when I whiped over the table, taking his homework after I glanced at my stepfather to see if he had anything else he needed but he didn't bother us. For the better I thought. Sometimes I was hesitant to look at him aswell not knowing of it might upset him but there was no wrong or right to it. It was wrong when he wanted it to be wrong no matter what.
I walked toward the door to get to the kitchen when he pushed me a little.
'' get a move on ! I'm hungry "
My steps became faster when I left the living room to get to the kitchen.
He followed me ofcorse, taunting me and pressuring me.. teasing me, bullying me the whole time.
It was clear that he was trying to push me to the edge because he still demanded for the thing jongin gave me but I wasnt just going to give it to him. Never would I, it was too precious to me and I promised I'd keep it safe.
It was stupid because to anyone else it was just a dumb object, to seungsoo it was just a dumb object but to me it was evidence that someone cared. Looking at it whenever I'm in school and by my locker always puts a smile on my face.
'' it's nasty " he finally concluded when I finished his food with all his wishes considered. I knew it didnt taste good because he basically forced me to put more flavour than potatoes in. It must be more salty than the ocean itself.
'' you eat it " I looked at him, for a moment hoping I had heard it wrong but he pushed the plate to me signalizing that he was serious.
'' I'm not hungry.. "
I carefillt stated, frowning lightly at him almost like I was telling him through my eyes to please just leave me alone already
'' what did jongin give you ?" He asked instead, I kept quiet.
'' eat up or I'll tell my dad you ripped my homework apart cause you were angry"
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Loyal Love (Rewritten)
FanfictionCinderella (& true happenings) inspired kaisoo ff Kyungsoo is a 19 year old student. After he had lost his mother to suicide and never known his father, he was left to live with his abusive stepfather and 2 stepsiblings. At school kyungsoo would...
