Happiness

Hatred

Kim Jong Kook POV
Memories of their first meet reappear in his mind.He fell in love with her since the first time he saw her.He miss her,he want to stay beside her,all these five years,he can't find happiness and all he want to do is to find her and to say sorry to her and to beg her forgiveness.Now she is standing infront of him,his Ji hyo,his first love.But he can't look at her eyes cause her eyes are full of hatred and hurt. Of course,she should hate him after what he had done to her.He is ready to face her and to beg her forgiveness and to explain the reason behind his mistake."Ji hyo yah"he said to her and took a step towards her,to his suprised Ji hyo took two steps back and eyed him coldly"Kim jong kook ssi, respect yourself and don't call my name like I am your someone close",Ji hyo replied him coldly."Ji hyo....Song Ji hyo ssi,if you don't mind,can we talk for a while?"jong kook ask her permission."haha....Mr.Kim jong kook ssi,I am not worth for your time and I have to work to survive , you know,I am just a poor girl who have nothing,so,please take your leave and act like you don't know me " Ji hyo replied him with sarcastic  voice,"Ji hy...","I just said pretend like you don't know me and don't come infront of me again" just like that Ji hyo leaves him and he can't do anything beside letting her go.He feels like a lifeless person.He is still breathing but he doesn't know why he is breathing.He wanted to hug and tell her to stop running away from him but here he is standing like a statue watching  the back of her.
"Hyung,we thought, you are the first one arrived"haha said to him as soon as he enters Gary's house."Right,where are you going ,jong kook yah"suk jin asked ,"I just lost my way,hyung",he doesn't want to tell his friends that he met his ex-girlfriend just five minutes ago.oh wait a minute,he met her here ,that mean that she is living here,right?,may be he should ask to Gary."Hyung,come here,there are fried chicken and a lot of foods"Gary told him,"oh,hyung don't you remember,hyung doesn't eat fried chicken","oh right,I forget,Ji Yoon also like you ,hyung,you know?she doesn't eat fried chicken too",Gary statement make him to look at the children plying with blogs and toys.All the children are playing and the scene is really beautiful.He notices that Ji Yoon is now playing with hao and dream,when he see the three,he want to punch haha and Gary.Well,what's wrong with him, it's not like Ji Yoon is his daughter or something."oh,I remember something too,Ji Yoon doesn't eat instant noodle and her favorite colour is black and she has amazing voice just like you"Gary added and "oh then,they two are really similar just like a father and a daughter ,hyung,are you sure?may be you have a daughter you don't know"kwang Soo 's statement make him a smack from his hyung,jae suk,"do yo know what you are talking,kwang Soo ya?","ah hyung,I just want to tease",their fighting make the others laugh."아빠,사랑해요",(appa,I love you)out of nowhere Ji Yoon said to Jong kook and everyone in the room startle.