In Love with my Best Friend's Brother

How could this happen

Chapter 8

I clean up and am dressed within a matter of minutes then I went down the hall to the restroom to do my hair. I turn the knob, flick the light on and stare in the mirror, the reflection I saw was not one of a girl but of a woman. I smile as I remember the night, Tristan’s hands around me, his lips upon mine, the pain as he entered me and most of all when he said I love you. I Jessica Brown was in love and no longer a virgin. The smile on my face increases, and I contemplate how I should tell Jessica, now that me and Tristan are in love she needs to know so that we can stop hiding. I throw my hair into a messy bun and grab my sun glasses and head out.

 “Hey you girls ready” Tristan’s sounded so much sweeter today than ever before. I glance into his eyes for a moment letting us silently share our secret.

“Yeah, let’s go loser,” Amanda slaps him on the back of the head.

I just smiled and nodded. As we get closer to the lake, I see some of Tristan’s friends whose parents also have cabins up here waiting for him. Oh great these jerks I say to myself. Tristan walks over to them and says “what’s up guys.”

“Nothing much, what did you get put on babysitting duty today?” as Luke nods toward me and Amanda. Even though me and Tristan are the same age and same grade they like to make fun of me because I hang out with Amanda who is two years younger than me.

“Yup” he replies quickly as to change the subject.

“Well consider yourself fired” Amanda snarls, “Let’s go Jess”

I follow but not without saying goodbye to Tristan.

“Oh I think someone likes you Trist,” Luke teases.

“Yeah maybe you should ask her out” Brad says sarcastically

“Fuck that, she too fat and ugly” Luke said harshly.

“What do you think Tristan?” I intensely stare at him waiting for an answer. Fearing the answer, my heart races.

Tristan looks at me and then at his friends, Tell them you love me, tell them you care for me, tell them I am not those things but instead the person who gave you her innocence, my mind is screaming. “Luke said it all” a grin comes over his face and he shakes hands with his friends, as they laugh.

“You’re a douche bag!” Amanda screams “you all are!”

I am to hurt for words I can’t even express my emotions at this point, I look around and wish my ears had deceived me, that the boy I love didn’t just say that, however they didn’t and he did. I feel tears forming in my eyes and try to hide them I walk away back to the cabin. I run into the room, throw myself across the bed and finally allow the tears to flow. I hear Amanda enter the room and I wish she wouldn’t have because there is no way I can kept this secret from her not right now.

“Hey, Jess, don’t cry, those guys are jerks they always have and always will.”

“I know” I wipe the tears away and Amanda hands me a tissue for my nose.

“Why do you let them get to you so bad?” She questions

“It’s not them that bothered me” I admit

“Tell me you don’t care about what my asshole brother said, Jess you know he will do anything to conform to his twerp little friends” I know she is right but he wasn’t that guy last night. He was sweet, kind and mine.

“Amanda, I slept with Tristan last night” I blurt it out with no filter.

“What!” oh she is pissed, “Why?! He is totally discussing; oh man that’s gross.”

“I know you think that but we have been messing around for a while and I love him” She rolls her eyes at me. “Oh I had no idea you felt that way, why didn’t you tell me?”

“No offence, Jess but you are not exactly the biggest Tristan supporter”

“And now you see why, he is an asshole!” She puts her arm around me as she sits on the bed. “

You deserve so much better than him.” I know she is right but I cannot help the way I feel, I love him even after he embarrassed me, I wish I could turn these feelings off.

“Wait” Amanda stands up and looks at me “you were a virgin, weren’t you?” I shake my head yes. “Oh Jess, I am so sorry, I will kill him!” she looks at me apologetic. I smile a fake smile and say “no need his ass is mine.”

***Author Note **

PLEASE VOTE COMMENT AND SHARE. I REALLY ENJOY WRITING THIS STORY BUT I WANT TO KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTINUE OR JUST GIVE UP. ANY SUGGESTION WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED..THANK YOU