In Love with my Best Friend's Brother

Payback

Chapter 9

I awoke from my deep slumber to find the events of my horrible nightmare were not a sick made up scenario but it was in fact reality. Tristan had degraded me right in front of his friends the day after I had lost my virginity to him. I was beyond mad, I was crushed. The boy I loved thinks so little of me. Well I don't know how but I have to make him pay. I need a guy, Maybe Cole? But he is probably pissed because he has been texting me since my I left the party abruptly and I haven't wrote him back. I guess I will figure it out tomorrow at school. Shit! I still have to ride home with him. Uhh...well I'd better get up and get ready , Amanda's family always throws a big BBQ the last day here, and the rest of their family comes.

            I go into the bathroom and turn on the shower. I take off my shirt and look at my curves in the mirror ashamed of the way I look, no wonder Tristan doesn't want you and is embarrassed of you, YOU ARE A DISCUSSTING FAT PIG!!! I unclip my bra, when suddenly the door opens and in walks Tristan "What the fuck!!" I grab my shirt for cover.

"Hey Jess" he says like nothing happened.

"Are you kidding me?! Don't hey Jess me" I was pissed.

"I am sorry about yesterday; you know Luke is an asshole."

"Fuck off Tristan!" I almost yell.

"Come on don't be like that, let's have sex and forget this all happened" He smiles.

Be Strong Jess I tell myself. Kick him out. Tears form in my eyes but I quickly suppress them and turn it into anger, while I replay the scene over and over in my head. "Get out Tristan, Now!"

"Really you don't want me?" he takes off his shirt exposing his chest and abs, he knows that is my weakness.

"No, I don't" He looks at me stunned and I mentally pat myself on the back for being so strong. He looks at me one more time and he walks out the door. I immediately lock the door and the rears I held back for so long emerge. I slowly get undress and sit in the tub letting the water cascade down my face and body along with my tears. I sit there for a few minutes thing about the who's, what, why's and how's of the situation. I am tired of hurting over someone who isn't even my boyfriend. I finish my shower then put on my black a shirt that shows off my breast amazingly and a pair of dark jeans and my chucks. I comb my hair and blow-dry it then curl it. I finish my makeup; I was a perfectionist when it comes to make up. Besides becoming a teacher makeup is my passion. I knew how to highlight my brown eyes in a way this is sultry and sexy. I looked ok for now so I left the restroom.

Amanda is up and ready as well. We nod at each other in approval of our outfits and smile. "Wow you are really trying to make my brother feel like a dumbass." I stick my tongue out and we laugh "I am glad that we have no secrets now Jess." She says.

"I hated lying to you, but I didn't want you to trip off me and Tristan."

"Good call" she smiles.

Soon the doorbell rings and Amanda's family is showing up. She waves politely and they greet us both. I have known Amanda since we were babies so I am practically a part of the family. Then I see a tall blonde haired boy step through the door and he smiles at me and Amanda with his perfect teeth. He looks familiar but I can't think of his name. "Oh my God, Zack!" Amanda yells in excitement. Then it hits me, this is Zack Tristan and Amanda's cousin he used to have a huge crush on me when we were kids, we even kissed (peck on the lips) once when we played Truth or Dare. I blush at the memory he defiantly grew up! Damn he was hot. He released Amanda and hugged me with his strong arms. "Jess" he exclaimed "How are you?" I was about to answer when I hear Tristan's velvet voice "Zack, what's up man?" They immediately start taking and me and Amanda sneak off and grab a bottle of her mom's wine and went to her room. No way did I want to be sober today anyways. We are drinking when Zack come in the room.

"Here you guys are, I was looking for you guys. Oh you got a bottle, can I have some?"

I hand him bottle "Sure."

Just as he was done taking a gulp, Tristan walks in the room and I roll my eyes.

"Let me get a swig" He says.

Tristan takes a drink and them he sits on Amanda's bed and Zack takes a seat next to me on the extra bed. "So Jess what have you been up too?" He asks.

"Nothing much, trying to finish high school and go off to college already." I look and Tristan and he appeared sad.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He ask me.

"No, very single" I shoot an unnoticed look at Tristan who tightens his lips.

"What about you mandie?"

"yeah I have a boyfriend his name is Brent." She smiles.

"He better treat you right cuz." He smiles.

Me and Zack began talking, I guess too much because before I know it Amanda says that she is going to go get more alcohol, and she tell Tristan to help her, however it looked like he didn't want to leave the room. They leave the room and me and Zack go back to talking. We talk about friends, family, life and school. He is so nice and cute, if I didn't know any better I would think he was flirting with me. I smile "why are you smiling?" he asks.

"I don't know" I reply. He returns my smile.

"I know I haven't seen you in each other in a year but it feels like we haven't stop talking."

"I know" It was trye it felt so nice to talk to him.

"Can I get your number? so we can keep better in contact than just Facebook posts." He asks.

I give him my number and I feel my buzz increase. Before I know it he leans into me and gentlely places a small kiss on my lips, I jerk back and he looks puzzled. "I am sorry, I just," He kissed me again and this time I don't fight I lean into it, kissing him passionately and I am shocked when I realize butterflies were forming in my stomach. What am I doing? You are a whore, I think to myself. Then Tristan and Amanda walk in the door and see mine and Zacks make out session in full swing. We jump a part, Tristan socks the wall and takes off and Amanda looks at me with a smile on her face "Jess, moving through my family" She jokes and I blush.

"What is she talking about Jess? Zack asks. Oh shit I think to myself.

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