Sweet and Sour

eighteen

Next morning

..

I wake up and get out of bed, still really traumatized from the nightmare from last night

I try to ignore it and he ready to go to the studio

I get a text from the group chat tell me which studio it is

I already have two songs written, I just need my last one

I get a lift to the studio and think about what song I might write about next

The thought of last night keeps popping into mind

Maybe I should write about that?

I put the different parts of the night mare and I chose to write about the note

I arrive at the studio and pay the driver and thank them

I walk inside and I get greeted by dan and he walks me to the studio room

I see the other four writing some lyrics

I tell Dan I've already written some songs and beats

"Well perfect! Are you ready to record?" He asks and I nod a yes

I show the producer my already made beats and I send it to him my text

He works on the two beats and I sit down and write my last song

It takes about 30 minutes before I can go in and record

I go into the recording room and start singing the lyrics

It takes a couple more minutes of being in the studio before finishing the songs

I go back into the writing room and continue with writing

The others are recording songs and I finally finish the last song

I tell Dan and he gets me to a recording room and we finish my half of the album

I thank the producer and get a cab back to the hotel

I arrive to the hotel and pay the cab before arriving inside

I go inside my room and get dressed into shorts and a tank top

I lay down and close my eyes

Knock knock

I get up and answer the door

It's Harry

"Hey, are you free?" He asks

"Um, yeah. You can come in if you want" I say

"So, how have you been?" He asks

"Um, well.." I say

"What happened? You can tell me." He comforts me

"Well, last night I had a really nightmare that I wrote a suicide note and jumped off my balcony" I struggle to say

His face changes to a serious look

"Oh my goodness, grey i'm so sorry that happened, do you need anything?" He worries

"No no, I just need to get that off my chest" I say

"Do you want to sleep in my room tonight? I don't want it happening again and you're by yourself" he asks

"Sure, I don't mind that" I say

"Okay, grab some of your stuff and meet me in my room, I'll leave the door unlocked" he says before walking out the room

I grab some clothes and toiletries for one night

I grab my phone and charger before leaving to go to Harry's room

I open the door and put my stuff on a near by chair

Harry signs for me to come lay down with him

He pulls me into him and rubs my back

He closes his eyes, dazing off into an unconscious state until I finally fall asleep too.