Forget-Me-Not (Yandere Reverse Harem x Reader)

Author's Note: Where This Story Will Go and A Bit About My Life

 So this story was the result of a personal interest project. More of a place to get rid of stress during the beginning of Covid. At the time I was reading a bunch of yandere stories and thought that I should write one, so that's what I did. But like everything else that I find interesting in my life I get to a point where I just feel like it's impossible to do anything in relation to the interest. This happens a lot, especially when it comes to fanfiction with me. I'll find something that I enjoy and it will be my only focus for anywhere between a week and months, but at a point out of nowhere, I just can't stand that thing anymore, which is what happened to this book.

Now, looking back on this, while nothing got to the point of romanticizing yandere's, I fear that if I continue this book it will. So while I love these character I really want to continue this but in order to do that I feel like I need to take a look at this and make sure that I don't demonize anyone or their mental health like I don't want to fall into the troupe of having an evil character and making them a psychopath and play into the demonization or glorification of said mental illness, also please correct any of my misinformation. So, I feel like if I were to continue this story I would make it less of a romance book like I was going to make it and more of a book that shows the actual problem with yanderes and how they aren't this cute romance troupe.

So, I would need to do some research into this to make sure that everything is correct and to avoid the romanticization of it. Or if it would be better to get rid of this book please let me know. Also, the fact that the friends in this book are based on my real-life friends very exaggerated so not fully like them but it still, makes me feel really weird about this book as well. Especially with the fact that there are some issues going on in our friend group right now.

Now, about where I am in life. It's been over a year since I started this book, and I feel like I learned a lot about myself. I came out as bisexual to my friends, my parents, and my brother. Not many people but they are the only ones that I feel comfortable telling at this point. I also think I might have generalized anxiety, but I fear that I might be faking it or that it's not as bad as I think. Even at points where I ignore it because I always tell myself that people have it worse so I don't feel like I need the help. It's also summer where I am so if I stop feeling as anxious I'll know that it was just school and that I don't need the help. So, that's where I am in life.