☾︎ - Kᴜᴜᴍᴀᴛ Tᴀsᴋᴜᴛ - ☽︎ [ Schlattbur Book ]

☾︎• 𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘐𝘵. •☽︎ ғʟᴜғғ \ ᴀɴɢsᴛ

PoV : Wilbur Soot.

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I am so tired . . . I just want to end it all . . . it'S not like anyone would care, eh. . . everyone left me behind. My parents, my friends, they all abandoned me, but what matters the most is that Schlatt also did. . . He left without even looking back . . . it hurts so bad, so why don't I get it over with? I've been thinking about it for a while now. I have nothing to lose anymore, so the time has come for me to go as well, but compared to them, I won't ever come back.

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Drowning, no, too long and way too classic to my taste.

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Hanging myself, lame and is just shameful to say the least.

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Shooting myself in the head or stabbing is just going to make me not do it as the coward I am and it's also too long.

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What could it be . . .

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That's when I thought of something that would be ironique to say the least in my case. Good old Jubilee line, didn't know you were my path of death. A train. I live close to a station so this is going to be pretty easy and everyone is obsessed with their phone nowadays so no one would intervene. The perfect plan to end it and no one would have to assist my funeral because no one would know. All that I need to do now is to write a small note to whoever cares enough about me to even go check up on me. Sadly, it'll be too late for them . . .

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I take out a piece of paper and start scribbling a small note of my goodbyes :

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⟨ - Hello to whoever found this . . . I'm sorry that you just had to waste your time to go see me, but I'm sadly not going to be from this world when you find this. Spare yourself the burden of crying for me because I do not give a damn. I'm taking the next train if you were wondering. Hope you have a lovely rest of your day now and goodbye.
Wilbur. ⟩

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Guess that's done as well . . .

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I take a last look at my room before I turn around on my heels and head to the front door. I laced on a pair of converse shoes on my feets and was finally ready to go after putting on a black beanie and turning the door's handle.

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The train station is only 5 minutes away from my apartment which means I will get done with it very soon. I'm still kind of considering not doing it, but did my best ignoring that idea in my head. I guess it's a human thing to want to run away from death.

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It was quite peaceful outside, it was 10 pm so not a lot of people were driving or walking around here except for the ones that were working or were going to. Only street lights were illuminating my path while I was taking my last walk . No sounds were heard except the stumps that were emanating from my shoes hitting the cracked pavement and from passing cars from time to time.

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It wasn't long until I reached it, I was looking at the stairs going down and leading me to my fate. Every step that I took made me remember all the bad and made me think of what I would be missing in the future. I wouldn't get the chance to have a family of my own, nor to see Schlatt reach ten million subscribers or to be able to meet Tofu Chan. At least I'll finally have a taste of the freedom I have yearned for so long.