A Night To Regret

Chapter 2: The black sheep returns

Chapter 2: The black sheep returns

 "You mean, you didn't know who's the guy you fucked with? Sky, come on! Why didn't you know about it?!!"

I shot her a glare. "What can I do? I was drunk and didn't know what I'm doing then. I can't remember how we sex. I don't know how he looked like even his features. All I know was that I just woke up in the morning naked and alone in the bed," I explained. "How about you? When you get drunk, can you recall what happened? You wouldn't know, right? You barely know what you were doing."

Frustrated, I ran my fingers in my hair. I really don't know what I'm going to do now knowing that I am pregnant. I really don't know how I am going to look for that guy. How on earth would I know who he is.

Allison silenced and hummed like she was thinking for an any idea. I hope her suggestions would give me benefits.

I set my hand in flat tummy and circularly rotated my hand on it. I sighed in distress. There is a living thing now in my tummy. And that would be my child. But despite of my concerns about myself, why do I feel excited and nervous at the same time? My child that my blood run through his or her veins.

I heaved out a deep sigh.

"Sky, isn't our semestral break would be two days from now?"

I looked at her and nodded. "Yes. Why?" I asked while caressing my flat tummy. I'm so glad that Allison and I already made up things. No grudges anymore. I know that we couldn't resist each other. We're bestfriends and almost sisters to each other.

Slapping her was involuntary for me that I had done. I didn't know that I could such a thing. That I could hurt my best friend.

She gave me a worried expression which made me confuse and bewilder. She knelt down infront of me and held my hand.

"You told me that you're going home to have a vacation, right? It will be two days from now. Right? Right?"

I knotted my forehead. "Why do you ask? You already know my answer to—"

"Just answer my question, Sky!"

I gazed at her weirdly. What is she up to? "Yes. I'm going home. Why do yoh ask? I've already told you about this." I gave her a perplexed look.

She gently pulled my hand to hers. Still a worried expression was on her face. Why? Is something wrong with me going home? Allison's actions were making me so confuse right now.

"Allison, why do you ask?"

It took her a moment before she answered my question.

"You're going home in that status, Sky? You're pregnant for Pete's sake! What if your parents know this? What are you going to do?"

My eyes enlarged. Oh my god! Of course. Why didn't I realize that? I'll be damn if my parents know my condition. Rest assured, my father would slap me and curse me. I looked at Allison's eyes and held her hands tightly to mine.

"W-What am I g-going to d-do, A-Alli? I'll be d-dead if they know a-about my s-state."

My tears fell. I never thought about that. Just in time that I'll be going home to my parents' house. I'll be in a dangerous pace if I go home with this kind of my condition. I'm pregnant! Shit! Why haven't I realize that?

Thinking about what would my situation if my parents know that I'm pregnant, it scares me too much. I know my father. I'm sure he will reproach. Shit! I would break my promise to them. Fucking shit!

"H-Hey, calm down, Sky!" She hugged me then put a distance so she could see my eyes. "I have an idea. We must see a doctor—an OBgyne and let's see if how long you're pregnant at this moment. If we know the result, we would definitely make a plan for your home coming, Sky."