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VIII

Deja vu
After math

Why do I always do this? It just hurts more to see how happy they are together. once again, I was stalking them on social media. more specifically her. I know it's bad, but I can't help it okay? I do this to myself, hurt my own feelings. curiosity killed the cat.

Her tiktok consist of them, showing him off & them doing all the things that we used to do.

The first tiktok she posted was of her & her friends. she was lip-synching a song while showing him off to them, saying how he's "different" from other boys.

I bet she's bragging
to all her friends, saying you're so unique.

Video, after video. It was all the same, it was all the things we did together. does she even know?

So when you gonna tell her
that we did that too?
She thinks it's special
but it's all reused.

I can't believe he took her to our spot. I showed him that spot. she even made videos of the jokes he "told" her. they were mine, I told him those jokes.

That was our place, I found it first
I made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you

When I saw the video of her calling him his name, I froze. we sounded the same. was I crazy? no I heard it. maybe I'm just paranoid. that was added to the list of our similarities, it was a short list. one of the things being that she was another actress. guess that was his type.

Do you call her
Almost say my name?
'Cause let's be honest
We kinda do sound the same
Another actress
I hate to think that I was just your type

When I stumbled across the video of them singing uptown girl together, it felt like my heart broke all over again. that was our song.

I'll bet that she knows Billy Joel
'Cause you played her Uptown Girl
You're singing it together
Now I bet you even tell her
How you love her
In between the chorus and the verse

I can't believe he's doing everything we did, with her. those were our things. he's even playing our song on her piano. I taught him that, he begged me to teach him uptown girl. And now he's probably showing her.

Strawberry ice cream in Malibu
Don't act like we didn't do that shit too
You're trading jackets like we used to do
(Yeah, everything is all reused)
Play her piano, but she doesn't know
That I was the one who taught you Billy Joel
A different girl now, but there's nothing new

(I know you get déjà vu)

I know you get déjà vu

I know you get déjà vu