All About Us.

I : 2014 • 2015

September i guess, first time we've talked. Yeah we are friends on some social media sites, but we don't talk to each other. Tuesday after school time was so starving, But that haggard day turns out to be our first time to talk, yeah our fate. It was a bible study that we attend, after the discussion, we we're given a partner and told us to talk and share the lessons we have learned and yes! She's my partner, she is Jaica. She was talking to me then she gave me the smile that killed me ohh and Her eyes to my eyes, her dimples to my cheeks but, we were just given a short time to talk so we end the sharing by a prayer got home. I was so silent on my bed and thinking of what hapen, i thought it was just a fling, just a sweetness but suddenly my phone recieved a text message and vibrated on my chest, an unknown number texted and said : "Hi dags! Jaica to haha." And i replied "Ahh awa kanino mo galing number ko? Haha" She said "Kay Kyla tinanong ko" hahaha. Then all through ththe night we talked to each other. I didn't notice that it was "Love" as they say.

Everyday she was here in my mind. There was never been a time that she didn't pass by on my mind, and guess what? She was sitting in front of their window which is just straight ahead on my window. Another magical thing happened when me and her eyes met haha. She was smiling and so do i :) Then suddenly my classmate's earphones was removed and this "tadhana" song played :) starting that day, she was my new inspiration on school.

The next day school day again we we're talking to each other, all the time, the night, everyday, all day long. As time pass by we call each other with sweet endearments haha. Then at Octber 26 it was her birthday. I'm not prepared ready and doesn't have a money. They texted me to send a greeting message for her. Everyday we talked to each other, we even have this Magic word uhmm "hello". On a tv show, they used it, meaning "i love you" I didn't know that we'll be like this so fast. We were so sweet somehow but still, in a relationship, there should be this so called "limits" our relationship became strict by that time. The night we were so dry, i tried to call her but she doesn't answer the phone. And it's all because of what she said the next day.

It was another day on school, she was always on my mind, i wonder what was she thinking now that i'm thinkin about her? All along the lessons, i think of her always, every time even in shop :o After shop, we returned to Section A's room. She look so tired, then she lay down her head and took a deep breath, then Tintin her friend called me and said "Dags may sasabihin daw si Jai sayo" Then i said "Oh sgesge. San?" "Dun sa likod ng Faraday" She said, then i went there and found her crying but covered her face when she saw me coming. I keep on asking her "Napano? Napano?" But she's not answering. When i lay my hand down on her back, she got up and wipe her tears. She started talking to me but she was still crying and there are still some tears in her yes. There's one thing she said that broke my heart a bit, i guess.

She said "Dags pwede kung lumayo ka muna saken? Tigilan muna naten to?

Then i said "What?" She said it again and yes, it breaks my heart when she explained the reason to me. She said that her parents noticed that she was going home late these past few days, they also notice that she was so addicted on her cellphone, she skips dinner, sleeps late and so, they asked her friends why. They said that maybe it's all because of me. And I also found out that i've been spending most of my times on her. This talk lead us to a decision we didn't want to. She and I made a deal to lessen everything we have. Of course as her man, i'd respect her choice and do as what she wants me to. Times and Day pass by and still we don't have connection. I know she was so sad and neither i

We've been so dry, it's so hard for me knowing that we can't be the same anymore. But still, our love found it's way. She talked to me like nothing happened so i talk to her also. The magic is back but still we're in control. We acted like bf's and gf's haha. Until december came, we are so sweet like this desert we have. We spend our Christmas and New Year on each other. Call her, text her and everything. I even planned to go to their house but maybe it's not yet the time. Every day says "heey!" Everynight says "iloveyou" haha.

December ends and no one can remove the happiness we have, together. How i wish i'd spent those cold nights with her. I love her so much that's all i knew that time. And let's say, Hey! HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR! Haha. It's January, another year for us to develop, to change, to love, to turn all the bad things into the good thing, to give Praise to Our Savior, to glorify Him to give Love again. School days are back and i was so excited to see her. We talked with each other we are so happy, i'll give her Love then she'll give me too. Everyday we spent together we're the times i treasure the most. Until the New Year ended. Then after thaaaaaaat.....

It's Love month ❤ haha. Where people spent time to their love ones, where people get married, where people love the most and where surprises happens the most BUT our love month's first week was soo.... Sad