Part 3

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21st July 2019

I've been with Lorri for a month now, but it feels wrong. I still have feelings for Henny, I still cry before I sleep, I miss her so much. Lorri can satisfy me enough to get through school while Henny isn't around, but then I see Henny and it all comes back.

23rd August 2019

I was at home last night and no one else was there except for my parents and my landlords. I needed to talk to someone so I went to visit Caitlin to see if she could give me any advice.She told me that I should break up with Lorri and try and talk to Henny about it. I took her advice (WHICH WAS ORIGINALLY FROM ELLY WHO IS WISER AND SO MUCH COOLER THAN CAITLIN AND DOESN'T EVEN NEED A REDEMPTION ARK BECAUSE SHE WAS AMAZING THE WHOLE TIME) and decided to break up with Lorri. She didn't take it well and kept trying to convince me to stay with her, but I didn't look back. I'm still worried about how Henny is gonna take it though because I don't want to come out of it without a girlfriend at all. Here are my messages with Henny:

Hey Henny

Hi.

Can we talk?

About??

I miss you Henny, I understand if you don't want to forgive me, but I broke up with Lorri and even if you don't want to be my girlfriend I just want to spend time with you because I miss you and no matter who I'm with I'm lonely without you. I'm so so sorry.

Don't you know what you did to me. You CHEATED ON ME. Do you seriously expect me to take you back? Maybe you are heartbroken but that isn't even close to what I felt so maybe you can just deal with it like I had to do.

I'm so sorry, and no I don't expect you to take me back although I hoped you would. Is there any way for me to make it up to you? I'm sorry.

Go into your kitchen.

What??

Go into your kitchen and drop a plate.

Why?

Just do it.

I broke it!

Okay well go up to the plate and say no other plate can make me feel the way you did, I'm sorry, fix yourself.

Okay? Did it.

Did it fix the plate?

No.

Now imagine I'm that plate.

...

Henny said bye and left after that. I can't blame her, but I want her back so bad. There has to be something I can do.

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