kissing,
physical touch,
it all makes me feel dirty.
I hate it,
I'd be perfectly fine
never being touched again.Hugs are okay,
holding hands is nice
but kissing?
a hand slowly trailing
down your body?
anything else?
even my clothes
never seem to keep me clean.I feel so dirty
I scrub and scrub
until my skin is red,
i stand in the burning shower
with my skin on fire.but still,
i cant get clean
the dirt will not come off
no matter how hard i scrub.my desperate attempts
are met with no results.A/N if you have ever experienced sexual assault dont be nervous or shy to talk with anyone!!
Your parent,friend,teacher,therapist will always be there for you!
You can contact me if you need someone to talk to.SA is a serious matter that needs to be talked about.
Im so sorry if you ever felt the way i described it in the poem.
Stay safe everyone💗

YOU ARE READING
why me?
Puisimostly about my traumas.READ AT OWN RISK!!!Sending love xoxo Follow me on tiktok if u want to talk abt ur problems<3 My @ is @luana_h14 lol Wish u the best ever love u always:) -L