jesus x judas- enemies to lovers

silence- part 2

judas pov-

matthew screamed and ran away, probably to go and tell someone what i had done.
suddenly, jesus coughed, blood pouring out his mouth as he did.

"jesus!"
jesus looked at me with tears in his eyes, his bottom lip trembling slightly. he tipped his head back into my hands and sighed.

"judas," he said, the blood still on his lip.
i leaned in closer.

"i've never hated you." jesus whispered.
i bowed my head in shame, biting my tongue so that the tears wouldn't flow out of me. it was all my fault. i eventually looked up.

he was still looking at me. he had a small, pained smile on his face.

"i love you." he coughed.
and with that, he closed his eyes once more and drew his final breath.

"..jesus?" i said, in hopes that he would come back.

but he never did.