When you fall in love with Mafia Husband | P.JM

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He asked me looking into my eyes..
I didn't knew what to say or do..
His voice did all.. it was different... he spoke differently.. than two years ago..

Y/N: "It's okay. You can sleep in the room, I'll sleep here."
I spoke, softly.

I didn't knew what yo say more..
The silence wasn't awkward at all...
It was comfortable between us... we both were looking at our hands.. not knowing what to say anymore...
We only could listen the sound of the rain... calm one...

Jimin: "I'll sleep here, you can sleep in your room. I just... I didn't wanted to bother you.. Just wanted to meet you and tell why I'm here, that's all. I can leave if you don't want me here."

I looked at him as he was already looking at me..
Those eyes... they said much more than him...
He was giving me soft stare... as if he would be looking at me with love...
But it could be only my imagination...
After all I love him and this love never left...
I still love him..
But... I guess, it was the wrong time to fall in love with him...
We divorced and now... he is here in front of me..
Looking at me with care and love in his beautiful eyes...
But why I can't accept it...?
Why I can't accept the love in his eyes?...

I shoke my head.
Y/N: "It's okay, don't worry. I understand..."
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But somehow we both ended up in my room...
I wanted him to sleep in the room and I'm in living room. But he refused..
The aura in the room was different...
It felt like.. it's getting sensual...
Even if bed looked big... it was small...
I could feel his body heat next to mine...
But why does it feel... so... weird?..
Why does it feel like I want him... to touch me?..
Or it's just.. the feeling?...
I never felt this way before.. next to him?..
Does he feels it too?...
I turned my body to him just to meet his eyes...
They were dark... very dark...
His lips were parted a little bit..
His facial expression made my body tense up... my heart beat increase...

Y/N: "Y-You okay?.."
I stuttered.

My eyes moved on his dark ones.. as if I was staring into his facial expresion for too long...
The way he looked at me.. made my heart go insane..
It felt like he could heard how my jeart is beating...
I felt its beat in my whole body...
What is happening?... Why do I feel this way?...

He moved closer.
Jimin: "You look soo beautiful, Y/N.."

He placed his hand on my cheek, as his face were inches away...
The way he caressed my cheek...
It was warm... soft... It gave me different feelings...
He was different... He wasn't the same...
The way his face got closer to mine...
The way my heart beat faster just for him...
It was everything...
I closed my eyes as I felt his plump lips on mine...
It was soft... warm... plump...
New feelings... started come up to me... my heart...
My arms... moved around his neck.. kissing him back...
His hand moved behind my head, to make kiss deeper...
It felt like he doesn't want to left go... or I'll go if he or I move away...
It was something new... something beautiful... mesmerising...
I could never imagine this... it was too good to be true...
I didn't wanted it to end... he pulled away...

Breathe in.
Y/N: "W-why you did that?..."

He didn't said a word... but his eyes spoke instead of him...
He wanted it... He wanted me in his arms...
I wanted it... I wanted him... be in his arms...
The sensual atmosphere was around us as we both breathe heavy...

Jimin: "Do I need permission?.."
He asked, resting his forehead on mine.

I just looked into his eyes as he waited for my answer...
I didn't had answer... and he didn't need the answer... because he already knew it...
He just wanted to make sure and I knew it...
My heart and mind were fighting... but I didn't cared about it...
I wanted him... the heat between us made me want him...
He pulled himself on top of me, making me flich at his sudden moves...
But it still didn't calm down my heart... it was going insane in my chest...
It felt like it will jump out anytime...

And our new journey started here.
Soft and warm touches.
The sensual atmosphere made everything new for us.
It was beautiful.