Teenwolf and the tiger

28.Your pov

I have been wakeing up one hour earlier than i have to on school days the past week. The guilt is eating me alive. How could i have done this to him?! Sitting by his grave apologizing everyday before school, it's become a rutine. Just the thought of him, his face, his smile, his laugh and his voice. It all bring me to tears.

💭I love him SO much. And he's gone, because of me. And then i fucking cheat on him. Im a terrible person.

I kiss my fingers and place it on his tumstone. I stand up, brush the dirt of my clothes and wipe my tears. Arriving at school half an hour before it starts i walk into the girl's lockeroom. I change, tie my hair up in a ponytail and walk into the gym. I put on music from my phone and get ready to dance.

(Choose who you want to be, but It's just you there)

When the song is finished im panting a littel. I walk back to my phone and turn of Spotify. Picking up my water bottel i walk back into the lockeroom.
I empty the bottel and take a quick shower before the school get packed.
I pack my stuff and change.

After putting my gymbag into my locker and getting all the books i will need for the day in my schoolbag the halls start to slowly fill up with people. Leaning against my locker i watch as people get their stuff and leave. Soon i see all my friends looking panicked around. When they see me i salut them. Now, in a hell of a speed comes a very angry looking Lydia.

"YOU HAVE TO STOP DOING THAT!!! YOU CAN ATLEAST SEND ONE OF US A TEXT?!!! I WAS SO WORRIED!!!" she screams at me while pinching my ear.

"Au,au au! Okay!! Okay, im sorry. I will send you a text next time" she hums satifyed and let go of my ear.

The others walk up to us now that its safe. I take a quick look at Liam and Theo. But when they meet my eyes i look away just as quick. We haven't talked about what happed. They have tryed to get me to talk about it. But i just run away. I just can't. We are still standing by my locker talking when the bell rings. We say goodbye and split up. When i was about to open the door to my class i get pulled away and into another room. Turning around i see Theo and Liam.

"I don't wanna talk about it" i sigh and try to leave.

"We are not waiting any longer so we are going to talk. Now." Liam orders, i growl back.

"I am your alpha. You don't get to order me around. But fine. Talk" i growl crossing my arm over my chest looking at them.

"Why have you been ignoring us?" Theo ask tilting his head.

"Brett" is all i say.

They nod.

"Brett is not your fault" Liam continue walking slowly twards me.

"But...but i cheated on him" tears is slowley making it's way down my cheek.

"No you didn't. I know its hard but... When someone die in a relationship... It's a break up..." Theo explain.

"Is it? In the werewolf world or human?" I ask.

"In every world" Liam chuckel.

"Not weretiger" i sigh.

"But you are the only weretiger living. So your laws are up to you now" Liam smiles.

"It is?" I look at them, they both nod.

"Did you cheat on him when he was alive?" Theo ask.

"WHAT?! OF COURSE NOT!!!" i yell.

"Then congrats, your not a cheater" he chuckel.

I jump and hug them in relife.
Smiling we pull away.

"Thank God!!" I chuckel.

And without another word we split up and go back to class. When the lunch bell rings we meet up.

"What are we doing for the weekend?" Malia ask.

"I don't really know" i anwser.

"We could go on a boat trip?" Jackson ask.

"But we don't have a boat?" Isaac ask.

"I have a yacht, you can even find it on Google. She's called Pelorus" he smile.

"Im down" i anwser.

"Sure" Theo, Isaac and Liam shrug.

"Sounds good" the rest anwser.

"Friday to Sunday?" He asks looking at us.

"Deal"

The bell rings again. We all groan and start to throw away the rest of our food.

"Meet you back home" i say before i jog of to math.