Addicted to doctor forth ✔

47.Let's go home

Forth is looking for beam in the hospital, he knew he will be working today, he walks to the intern room to find beam sitting alone at the table having his head supported by hands he can see the trembling shoulders he walks to beam standing their without any sound he keeps staring to the sleeping figure, beam phone rings he get a call "yes, I will be on duty today, okay....I will look into the case, which floor, okay okay"

Answering the call he slips the phone back to pocket he hissed in pain his bottom his paining him he stretches his limbs those are paining too he moaned in pain and cried "p'forth...."

"yes...I am here,"

Beam flinched his face churn in pain he looks to forth as if he is seeing ghost "what the hell are you doing here?"

"I...I"

The later eyes turned mist forth is vulnerable. Beam gets to his knees "I have work, doctor, I will take my leave."

Forth closed his eyes in pain

beam stands up baring his every nerve of bones, his pains are increasing for each hour passing on, he tries to walk

Forth comes to feet blocking beam way he steps closer to beam as beam back softly tuds to the closed lockers his lips were trembling he cannot pretend anymore it pains to leave forth.

He closes their gap "...had breakfast"

He closed his eyes gulping his sob, forth calls to the reception "beam is on leave today, he had some urgent work with me, he will be with me today, take care of his schedules,"

His throats moving up and down, he keeps looking to forth looking to him with caring eyes, he asked "doctor? What work? You did not tell me anything?" he shook his head with clear mist forming in eyes

"first, lets go home, I will cook breakfast,"

With the word 'home' His heart beating against his ribs, forth was closer to him he can breath forth

"can you walk?"

He is breaking beam with his caring tone,

"what are you up for?" he tried to ask with angry tone

Forth had his head down "....let's just go home, everything will be fine,"

Beam protested stepping a little back to lockers "Home.." his voice trembling "..how can I? ..I killed your mother, how can I?"

Forth shook his head he steps ahead "....don't speak anything now, please, Let's just go home."

Beam stayed silent he want to be hugged too, he want to be pampered, he want to be in those arms, he do want to pretend yesterday and continue today

He felt a hand on his soft slim butt "...is it unbearable"

Beam sobs into forth neck "...you can be little more gentle, it hurts like hell,"

Forth closed his eyes letting the tears drops "sorry..."

Beam nuzzles into forth neck breathing him its paining him to leave forth

"I will take care of you, let's go home,"

"home" beam asks

he raised him into his arms "lets go home,"

"home" he sobs into forth neck

He walks with sobbing beam in his arm, getting everyone's attention on him, his knees trembling every time beam breathing on his neck sniffing him and wetting his shirt with tears, he held him closer to his chest like a rose petal. Walking to the car He makes him sit in the car he kissed his forehead, beam trembled looking away, the gentle care is breaking him