Addicted to doctor forth ✔

48.way back to each other

In this one week they have been living for each other, their cannot be a day they cannot spend without seeing each other and share a kiss they are slowly trying to forget the pain which is disturbing their brains, going to bed they are giving each other back like they are feeling helpless in their situation both were understanding the time will heal everything, slowly they are trying to look into each other eyes, because they want to be happy as soon as possible

Their Daily routine is continuing with books, works, hospital, college, they keep themselves busy, while beam had still four months' time, he is preparing for his entrance exam he became a book worm, and forth is taking care of beam health, daily morning and night he nourishes with milk and four meals in a day forth became his nutritionist, beam cannot skip them even during in college kit and ming are on guards with their phones if he skip any meals they will type their phones right away.

It's been a week, they are spending time like they are visible yet invisible too, he is waiting for beam to be guilty ridden he knew beam is feeling difficult with his complicated feelings, he knew beam Is suffering more than him,he is trying all his nerve levels best to take care of beam

"aie ..beam," he swiftly moves him to sit on the counter

He got surprised for the sudden moment as usually he came to kitchen to have some water but he did not expect forth to do this

"...your good at avoiding me,"

He stayed silent looking down to his fingers in lap

"..how long will you avoid me,"

Beam felt a hand on his cheek caressing him, his eyes slipped a tear, feeling a warm thumb

he hissed "...just a touch is making you cry, shall I leave,"

He did not get any response, he grabs beam chin asking him to look, if he want he can force him, but he don't want to, last time he hurt beam enough he could not get out of the pain if he cannot do that even if beam ask him to be rough last night he showed his back one time is enough not anymore, he again seeing beam being reluctant, he left his chin

"....okay, then, have dinner, I prepared your topics too, read them, you have to answer them tomorrow,"

This what and how their days are going on, beam is avoiding him he is always studying deeply exploring into topics he still have four months for his entrance exam yet he is preparing as if tomorrow! And forth do like that spirit of beam studying but he is avoiding him that is wholesomely paining forth

he give him one week time but still beam is being reluctant saying he is the reason and over weighing his shoulders no matter how forth tried to make him happy, beam behaves like he don't deserve to be happy, forth staying in his invisible side and helping with meals and studies, he feels great at least beam is allowing him

"...don't go," he held the elbow sleeve, forth can only smile for that he is just acting to leave yet he cannot leave his kid,

"...look, and ask" he knew he is forcing beam but he need to do it he feels like he need to pressure him a bit, otherwise beam will be mulling over those laid back concern thoughts

"..okay then I am leaving," he tries to get his hand from beam fingers

His heart is beating fast he curled his fingers gripping the shirt tight "..don't,"

He re-hold beam fingers "...been a week you look into my eyes,"

That causes stirring tears in beam eyes, forth is missing him like he do! still forth miss him, still forth loves him, like he do! how?