lilies pov

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I see all black as i fall asleep and wake up to easton sitting on the edge of my bed holding my diary. He reads in his english country british indian accent;

6/18/18
today i met easton again. he leaned in for a kiss twice and i don't know how i feel about him. do i even love him anymo-
i snatch the diary from his hands.

he pins up my hands to the bed and asks me again;

"do you love me"

"yes" i lie

"well your diary entry sounds different" he says

"it was a joke, you know i love you" i lie again

"fine.." he mumbles and leans in for a kiss again

i feel his scrumptious juicy fat extra cool pink lips on mine and my mouth opens, his tongue rolling over mine.

* few hours later *
I'm sitting on my bed and I open my phone

mom ❤️
come over for dinner sweetheart! we miss you!

I moved away to my apartment a few months ago, but every now and then I visit my mom again.

What time?

I don't know what else to do so I head to the bathroom and strip. off my clothes and walk into the shower. My life almost feels perfect as the water is pouring down my body.

All until i feel guilt. I am wasting my life, I watch the vampire diaries, read smut, edit, and manipulate my boyfriend.

i start to cry but then i remind myself who's boss

"THIS IS MY FIGHT SONG. TAKE BACK MY LIFE SONG PROVE IM ALRIGHT SONNGGG" i sing with passion

"i'm all for girl power babe... but what are you doing" I imagine kais voice saying this.
If only kai, dylan, or chris could be here :(

authors note:
did u like this chapter 😍😍😍 anyways, again THIS IS A JOKE. but hope u liked it lilie 😘😍😍
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