A fragment of my heart

2.A little bit from the past

- Wake up ! wake up! school day! - yelled my dad and gave a fist in my door.

- Grrr, take it easy , you could kill me to death with that fist in the door- I cried to him.

- (with an angry face) I don't care ! Just get up and get ready to school. It was not so loud , you are such fragile girl. -he replied

It is true, you could die if someone wake you up sharply.Right? Any way, I got up and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and wash my face with acne scrub. Then, I made pee, okey, to much information. Moreover, I got dressed and made my snack. I waited my mom in the kitchen to go to school.

-Hi- said Julissa with a smile.

-Hello, what's up? -  I replied.

- Not much, only waiting for the teacher- Julissa said with a sweet tone.

-Where is Grace?- I asked suspiciously.

-Well, I do not know - she told me like she know where she is.

-Hey girls! Do you know that hot guy on Senior? Omg, I think he likes me- she said it with a  flirty voice.

I just opened my eyes as big as you can imagine.  I was surprised. --Will you? I said it, she will be a bad influence.

In the classroom I was trapped with the beauty of my crush. By the way, his name is Leny. He had the perfectly smile,  that smile of a tumblr boy. Omg!  you ought be drooling.

-April , what is 2 plus 15?- said Mr. Fanez

-What? -  I replied with a lose voice.

Everybody laughed at me.

- It is 30 , Mr.- I said

-It is correct! - he replied.

In these classroom the hours passed like an eternity. In there, I thought about my childhood. Since I was in third grade I got bullied. It is an awful story. What I remeber it was that my growth it was faster than other girls.

May I explain? Well, my boobs were starting to growth,  I was size A when I was on third grade. The boys bullied me and girls were jealous. I can remember right now that my crush, Leny, when we were on a row for the teacher sign to our notebook because the homework. In that precisely moment, I was stood  back in the board with my princess notebook. My crush was next to me and suddenly he touched me a boob  with his hand.

I yelled so loud that everyone got paralize, even the teacher.--My mother always told me that anyone can't touch your private parts of your body.

The teacher grounded Leny and put him in a chair looking to the wall.

That was one of the experience that I can remember.

-April, Helloooo,  arrive to planet Earth -said Julissa  with a smile.

-Sorry I was just thinking - I laugh too.

- Are you okey? -said Julissa worried.

- Yes , I am. - I told her

-Killian , why are you late? -said Mr.Fanez.

-Sorry, I was on a medical appointment. - He said with a thickly voice.

You know what? Killian was on my classroom and now when I saw him I felt guilty for what I did. Then,  nahh, he deserved it. He smiled me when he sat down in the chair. What?  How could he even smiled me when I , when I ? You know it.

-April, look! Killian is flirting with Peyton. - Grace told me with an altered voice.

-It is okey, I don't even care! -I yelled.

-But, but,  so then why you made that ?- Grace asked me.

-Well, I don't know, okey. Never mind. - I told her with a voice like I don't care.

-Either way, I think I am going to date this Senior guy! - she replied  again  with a flirty voice.

She was crazy,  dating a Senior!? We only were in seventh grade. It will be a crime because he is oldest and she is younger.

-It is your choice but, you know the consequences- I told  her with a bad look.

- I don't care, we only live once. - she cried.

She was crazy as... the F word. You know it.

Changing to another classroom , I saw Killian again flirting with Peyton and she treated more awful than me. She ignored him, and told him that he was the ugliest guy in the classroom and that she couldn't date a man like him. Those words shocked me , imagined him. I know how it feels. All my life is about get bullying. For a while, I felt sad but, then, I thought,  he deserved it.

Meanwhile we crossed to another classroom. I remembered all the bad stuffs that boys said to me. If I will tell you all the bad stuff that they said to me , wow! , I think I could write a novel with all words and moments.

However , I remembered that all boys from the other school hated me and bullied , just because I was ugly and tall and many more. Every day of my life they bullied me, again and again, and I remembered that to be with their group I needed to pass a proof. The proof consisted that a guy slaped you in the face and you needed to whole your tears and keep your yell. Guess what? A boy stood in front me and slapped my face and I resisted the proof and I got into their group.

It hurt so much, my whole face was as red as  tomatoes but anyway I did it. I'm in but do not last long.---I have a problem, a problem with boys because as  they always bullied me , I think that they will always do it. By the way, the boys did not talk to me, the ignored me and left me alone. I never had a guy friend. You know what I mean. 

Not a boyfriend but a guy friend. Never I had it. So, I had and sometimes still have low self-esteem and I don't like to talk much with guys because I'm worried if they will laugh or bully me again.

When we went to their classroom , I sat down and I thought that I can't be a bully , I know how it hurts. I realized that I needed to apologize Killian, I am not a bully, I will not do the same to a person.  I will apologize at snack break.

On my mind, Are you sure April,  are you sure you will do it?

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