stupid middle school crush

five

Emoji's in the name represent people, because I don't want to state their real names.

My name will be substitute with 🦑
——

Me: who are the others

Him🙃: oh it's 🍞 & 🧈

Me: oh mkay

Him: yeah since you're considered my homie you stay here

Me: lol okay

🍞: who is that?

Him: it's 🦑

🍞: okay cool

🧈: yo

🦑: hey

——

With them, school breaks weren't boring. Always online or on the phone, 7th grade was quite fun. They were interesting.. but I found 🙃 to be the one I take into.

Yes he's a bit dry, and yes I decided to check up on him. He was quite mean too.. but who cared? I didn't for sure, but even when he made me a bit upset.. I still talked to him.

He doesn't care from what I see, and that's what drew me to him. I always just wanted to help people..

That's my weakness, no matter how much someone would hurt me I would turn back if they needed help. I'm weak when it comes to emotions. And that's where I messed up.

I started caring for someone who doesn't care at all. And to my surprise..

I grew as a person.

Because if I got hurt by him, I would learn. I would learn this lesson again and again.

But right now I'm still a kid.. and kids need to learn from their mistakes to grow.