The Next Day
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Y/n POV
I woke up and got ready for school. I put on my outfit, jewelry, rushed my teeth, and did my hair. I said my goodbye to my mom. I went to my car and drove myself to school.
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I went to our meet up spot where the girls and I meet up in the morning. As I was on my way there I see they boys where there too. I went up to them.
"Hey" I greeted
"Hi girl. Why you come so late?" Diamond spoke.
"Took me longer to get ready today" I informed . She nodded her head. I looked at Jahseh and he was already looking at me.
"What?" I giggled
"Nun" he chuckled as he shook his head, looking away. The bell rang shortly after and we all headed to class. We didn't have our first period with the boys so we went our separate ways.
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I was doing my work when I felt something thrown at me. I looked in the direction it came from and surprise surprise it was Jay and his stupid gorillas. They laughed at me. I looked down to see a balled up paper. I picked it up and opened it. There was a drawing on the inside. It was a drawing that showed Jay having 'sex' with me. He never got my virginity but he wants it but he'll never get it. I looked back at them with a disgusting look on my face. They started laughing again. I balled up the paper again and tossed it into the trash from the other side of the room.
"Oooooooo" some boys shouted as the paper made it in the trash. The girls and I laughed a little. I continued to do my work when another paper came flying at me. Out of curiosity I opened this one too.
Meet me in the janitor's closet after school, beautiful
I rolled my eyes again and tossed the paper in the trash, getting the same reaction from that group of boys.
"What did those papers have on them?" Brazil questioned.
"He still wants to have sex with me" I revealed. They all gave him dirty looks.
"Stop" I laughed.
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It was lunchtime and usually during lunch I go outside just to get some fresh air. I was sitting on the stairs with my head rested against the school. I seen some shoes next to me, indicating someone sat next to me. I looked to see Jahseh.
"Hey Jahseh" I greeted
"Wassup. You okay?" He questioned
"Yeah. Can I just call you Seh sometimes?" I said
"Mhm" he agreed
"Whatchu thinkin bout?" He questioned
"Just- well.....I don't really know how to put it in works for some reason" I tried to explain
"Do you ever wonder why some people are the way they are?" I started
"Yeah like if someone treats you a certain way and you wanna know why" he answered
"Yeah" I said
"Mhm" he hummed
"What made you start thinkin about that?" He asked
"I don't know........it just came to mind" I answered. He nodded his head.
"You ever been in a relationship?" I questioned
"Yeah. I've been in a few but not as of right now" he replied
"Why?" He asked
"Just wanted to know" I shrugged my shoulders
"What were they like?" I said
"Whatchu mean?" He furrowed his eyebrows
"Like we're they healthy? Were they toxic?" I elaborated
"They were healthy in the beginning but then they became toxic cuz we would fight a lot and they ended up playin me" he explained
"Oh.......sorry about that" I apologize
"It's not your fault, Y/n" he assured me
"You ever been in a relationship?" He returned the questioned
"Yeah I've been in 2 but I'm single right now" I answered
"What were you're relationships like?" He returned
"My first relationship was actually healthy and kinda toxic at the same time but I honestly don't think we had a bad relationship but he broke up with me cuz he thought he was too dangerous for me and he wanted to keep me safe and it was illegal" I expressed
"Illegal?" He said surprised
" yeah cuz I was 16 and he was 21" I laughed
"Damn" he chuckled
"So you like yo niggas older?" He asked
"Um yes but at the same time it doesn't really matter cuz if I like you then I like you. I've dated someone my age before" I answered
"Who?" He questioned
"You know Jay?" I questioned
"Mhm" he nodded his head
"I dated him but he was toxic. He would treat me like garbage and sometimes when I was around him instead of being happy I felt scared or intimidated. He would always talk about wanting to 'fuck me' and it made me really uncomfortable cuz I wasn't ready to go that far but nothing ever happened cuz I left him but he's like obsessed with me and won't leave me alone" I explained
"You really shouldn't have gone through that" he says
"It's fine" I assured him. We stood up cuz it was time to go to our last period.
