Penny's p.o.v.
I continued staring at my mothers grave before me. I couldn't get myself to look away no matter how badly I wanted to. I felt this pinging guilt in the back of my mind that kept saying that this was my fault, and that I could have stopped her from dying. I could have saved her. But instead I let her die, and now I am to scared to tell anyone. I was so scared that I became a mute. I have demons inside of me that want to come out, but I keep them hidden away. Because I'm scared that if I let anyone see them, they will run or better yet bring them out of me.
I want to keep people safe from me. Because when I think about it really hard. I am a bomb that is waiting to be dropped. Dropped on thousand of innocent people, who don't deserve to feel my fury.
I couldn't take it any longer so I stood up and ran back to my bike. I put on my helmet and sped off down the street. *BING* What the hell? I look down to see that I was low on gas. Oh shit, I need to get to a gas station. And just to my luck as I rounded a corner, there on my right was an old 7/11 gas station. I pulled in and up to the pump. Only to realize that this gas station was one that you had to pay for inside.
So I filled up my tank and headed inside. I felt my stomach grumble. Looks like I am picking up a snack as well. I began to wander up and down the aisles searching for something to eat, when I bumped right into someone. I stumbled backwards and I mean and it's not like I could apologize, so when I looked up to the face of the person I bumped into I couldn't have been more surprised than to see the one and only Aj Burns.
Oooohhhhh this mother trucker is about to be in for a bumpy ride with me.
He turned around and looked down at me, and when he realized who I was his face instantly went to a smirk. "Oh, so you couldn't wait to see me again is that it? If you wanted to hang out with me you could've just asked. You didn't have to go and follow me now." He stated and took a brave step towards me. But being the stubborn bitch that I am, I wasn't about to back down that easily. So I made a bold move and mirrored his motion by taking another step towards him. We were now only about a foot apart, and Aj made the next move by closing that distance between us.
He was towering above me and I could feel his breath fanning across my face. I didn't know what to do next, but I wasn't backing down so I did the next best thing and pushed my body against his. Aj almost immediately put his hands on my hips to hold me up against him.
"This is new for me you know. Actually letting you have the option of messing with me." He paused for a second and leaned down next to my ear. "I usually just take what I want." And all of a sudden I found myself in the Restroom with Aj. Thank gosh it was the handicap one, so no one else was in there.
After he had locked the door he pushed me up against the wall and started kissing up and down my neck. I took in a sharp breath and I felt him smile against my neck when I did. He took this as a good sign so he moved up to my lips and started kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him down closer. And to my surprise he lifted me up by the back of my thighs. And I wrapped my legs around his hips so I wouldn't fall. I let out a groan when he licked my lips asking for permission.
Okay did he honestly need to ask? Hell no! This is the second time today that he has kissed me. And I know I had a plan, but that plan is changing. Because this boy is like a drug and I can not seem to get enough of him.
I automatically granted him access to my mouth, and he wasted no time in exploring. His hands started to push up the sides of my shirt exposing some skin, and as soon as his fingers touched it I thought I was going to die! I literally felt shocks of electricity flow through our contact. Oh my lord did that feel good. And I probably would've let him continue with whatever he wanted to do but there was a loud knock at the door that pulled us both apart. He set me down and we both looked at each other. I noticed how swollen and red his lips were. And I'm sure mine looked exactly the same. But I was honestly worried about what we were going to do about the person knocking at the door.
"Hey!" Yelled a man's voice."Open this god damn door right now!" And more punding followed his shouting. Aj turned to me and he looked a little lost for words, and then he started looking around the bathroom. I tried to follow his gaze when he had stopped looking around, and that is when I noticed that he was staring at the window. He looked back to me and smiled that cheeky grin of his. I frantically started shaking my head. But of course the stubborn idiot didn't listen.
"Sorry love, but it's either out the window or we face the brute on the other side of the door." He said as he had picked me up and brought me in front of the window. I let out a defeated sigh and unlatched the window. Once I had it completely open Aj lifted me up the rest of the way and I crawled out of the window.
After I had completely crawled out of the window I turned to see that Aj was right behind me, literally his face was really close to me once again. It took every bone in my body and every ounce of self control I had not to kiss him again right on the spot. But the urge to kiss him vanished when I looked back through the window to see the door to the bathroom being kicked in by the man who I am assuming was yelling at us to open the door. That was enough motivation to get me to get moving, So we both stood up and started to sprint off to our bikes. Aj cast me one final glance before speeding off down the road. I quickly followed suit and went in the direction of my house. Now that is going to be one memorable gas station. The 7/11 on Ever Avenue.
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