BASHAR JACKSON
"amari-"
"YOU PROMISED!" she cried loudly as she threw a pillow at me, tears now streaming down her face. "you know how i feel about that a-and you still went behind my back and did it!"
"he hurt you!"
"yes but killing somebody? ARE YOU CRAZY? you could get life in jail! shar.. why couldn't we just go to the police.."
"do you know how mad it made me when i saw you sitting on the floor like that? with your face buried in your knees and your underwear dark red.. i wanted to go straight to his house and kill him infront of his fuckin' mother, amari"
"how can you even say that when you have a daughter" she wiped her eyes. "shar what if somebody killed her infront of you? how broke would you b-"
"HE RAPED YOU, AMARI" i snapped, watching her jump. "so yes, i understand it's hard to watch your own child die infront of your eyes, but i won't sit here and let the police handle it when i know they won't!"
"you always were hardheaded. stupid enough to risk your life!"
"why do you care so fucking much!"
"because i love you! a-and i won't lose you too" she wiped her eyes over and over, sniffling as she tried to hold her emotions back.
amari's had a rough ass life that's for sure.
she's lost a lot of people to gun violence and drug abuse so i wouldn't put it past her to be angry that i almost killed keoni. she hates guns, the sound of guns, even just looking at mine on the nightstand when we sleeping. she hates it all.
"look, i know you hate guns and allat, but when it comes to my family i won't hesitate to protect them" i pulled her to me and she rubbed her face, looking at my gun that sat on my hip. "stop looking at it and look at me" i lifted her chin and wiped her tears that stained her cheeks. "you know i'm all for your body your choice.. but for your sake, don't have this baby"
"for my sake?"
"your going to college, babe. and i have a daughter! we can't do this right now and you know that. why would you wanna have his baby anyway? he raped you! i want your first born to be from me, mari"
"shar this will still be my first born whether i get rid of it or not! and i'd rather have my first born with me.."
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