Spacing through the whole lesson, the male couldn't get his mind off her words this morning.
Making up his mind, the boy decided to ditch thr class secretly as the professor were busy writing onto the huge blackboard from the class.
" Yah! Are you going home? "
Soobin ask as heeseung shoving all his things in his black backpack that were gifted by her mom before he left for university.
Humming in response, he walked out off the class.
[ Hyejin ]
Sorry couldn't have lunch with u today >
Going home> Sent 10:37 a.m
Putting on his earbuds on, he made his way home.
As he's in his own little world, he remembered how the unexpected girl entered his desperate and boring life.
How she's the transfer student in his class and sat next to him while giving him the most beautiful and warm smile.
How he told himself that she's the one the moment he laid his eyes on her.
How she brings happiness to him.
How he realize that he had to stay behind the line.
How he saw how her smile changed when she met the older and the campus hearthrob.
How he watches him stabbing himself from the inside by not moving on from her.
How she told him that she couldn't accept him more than friend.
How he got rejected everytime.
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Closing his small yet humble house door, he throw his backpack somewhere in the living room. He took a bottle from the fridge and lock himself in his little studio.
Plugging everything he needed, he play the song which he been working for the past weeks.
' My life before you was a mess 언제나 단 한 판 이길 수 없던 체스 Oh we '
' 무저갱의 바닥에서 넌 유1하게 빛나던 gold Now I can't stop thinking 'bout you When I'm sinking alone '
' 어느 날 내게 나타난 천사 데려가 줘 너의 hometown I know it's real, I can feel it '
' 난 문제 투성이 love sick 길이 없었어 죽어도 좋았어 I'm a loser in this game '
' 세계의 유1한 법칙 나를 구해줘 내 손을 잡아줘 Please use me like a drug (I know I love you) '
' Say you love me Say you love me 세계의 끝까지 All or nothing I want all of you (I know I love you) '
The song were perfect and just needed a girl voice or specifically her.
She knows that he wrote song as his own diary and she's been his biggest supporter
Which he hated
He hated how she acted that nothing happened between them.
Hated how she plays it off cool like he doesn't have feelings for her that lead him to cross the line any moment.
Hated how she made him believe that he has a chance
Hated how she's fully aware that he's craving her live so bad that he'll risk anything to have something special between them
And yet she choose to stay as friends.
Setting up his mic and headphones, he began to continue where he last left the song.
' Say you love me Say you love me To the end of the world 세계의 끝까지 All or nothing I give all of you (I know I love you) '
' maybe i won't 아마 난 안될 거야 I can't go to heaven 천국엔 못 갈 거야 doesn't fit 어울리지 않아 There's no place like my place in heaven 내 자리 따위 천국엔 없어 Anything on my two toes 뭐든 내 두 발끝에선 I was dyed black 새까맣게 물들었었지 '
Putting his best recording, he got interrupted by a notification.
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