Poles Apart ||✔

chapter 17

AMIYA'S POV
I soon woke up with a jerk I started crying and snuggled close into advay's chest I recognized him by his body scent
Advay: shh I'm here
Adiya: look only if I would have been there for her she wouldn't have suffered this much and she's still suffering

Adiya cried here she's blaming herself again

"How many times do I have to tell you it wasn't your mistake for fucks sake!!"
Dhruv: Divya cool down we didn't landed still don't react much as long as you want everyone to know about it

He whispered

To which I nodded we soon landed and got into our cars it was just a two hour flight so it's lunch time that is 2 here we reached our Palace here yes we owned one,our ancestors did

we settled in our rooms and was called for lunch there was no option of having it in the room itself i entered the dining and a servant pulled out a chair for me
For the first time we ate in silence

Darsh: your and adv bhai didn't made up with eachother still?
"Can't you digest the silence?"
Devansh: it's boring
"Wait should I arrange some dancers here so you won't be bored while having the food"
Anu di: why are you arguing stupidly
"I'm done"

I got up and left

Darsh: definitely woke up on the wrong side
Anu di: you were the one who started so shut up
Darsh: I thought you were with Me
Anu di: I don't support dumb people

Darsh: blah

I got in my room In 5 minutes later adiya,advay and dhruv entered
Dhruv: don't take your frustration out on others
"I can't help"
Dhruv: solve.now.
"Look adiya listen to me one final time you weren't the person who liked me you weren't the person who decided to sui..do that then WHY THE FUCK YOU'RE GUILTY"
Adiya: CAUSE I WASN'T THERE FOR MY BEST FRIEND WHEN SHE NEEDED ME SAME HAPPENED WHEN YOU FIRST GOT INTO TRAUMA OF DADU'S(divyas grandfather)DEATH I DIDN'T PICKED UP YOUR MF CALLS AND ALSO DIDN'T PICKED UP WHEN YOU NEEDED ME THE MOST
"PAST IS PAST GOD,WHY AREN'T YOU UNDERSTANDING I NEVER BLAMED YOU WHY ARE YOU BLAMING YOURSELF"

we heard a knock and soon composed ourselves and sighed

Tanaya: Everything alright guys?

Naman,sahil bhai and tanaya entered with aditya

Advay: yeah..

He gave her a assuring weak smile
Tanaya gave a suspicious look

Naman: are you sure?cause you were way too Loud
Advay: oh they were simping over BTS's new comeback they get very Loud that time you all know right
Sahil bhai: you are explaining like we're some small kids asking how kids are born

We laughed

Dhruv: nothing much to worry just past arguments

He assured now

Advay: divi,Ado you both wanted fresh air right

I knew what he wanted to say

"Yeah we'll go now,sure you both are not coming?"
Aditya and dhruv: noPe

As we were getting out of the door Advay neared my ear held me in his arms and said

Advay: please clear out

I nodded and assured him with a smile

"You know you're still my same adiya who understands me the most"
Adiya: no divi you can't wash off my guilt like this

She looked down I hugged her asked her to sit on the bench in the garden and layed down on her lap and she started caressing my hair

"You know that day you were the one who encouraged me i would not have been able to save her if you didn't said talk to her yourself"

Adiya: hmm..
"I ignored that boy like I do to everyone I didn't knew he would pull me into so much mess but the one pulling me out was you,you pulled me out encouraged me helped me in everything and that time I called you to relax myself your one word and my whole body will relax so no blaming now you comforted me all the time when i needed you which call you didn't picked doesn't matter all the calls you comforted me does"

Adiya hugged me and we started talking off the topic like always

ADITYA'S POV

I want to know what got these people so worked up and this time her cousins were talking about the same thing and without me having to ask
Tanaya: you look puzzled
"Yeah with the whole situation"
Tanaya: first Divya had a trauma over her grandfather's death because of which she left everything behind and went to New York for studies then there when she still didn't got over the dilemma a incident happened divi always used to get so many proposals to which she always rejected but this one person was head over heels for her she took him as just a friend but he had another thoughts and all over that a girl her name idk we call her xyz so xyz liked the man let's name him abc

Naman laughed to which tanaya gave a glare

abc didn't looked at anyone except Divya and xyz blamed Divya for that, xyz proposed abc and he harshly rejected her saying he's courting divya and that time divya was laughing at something but xyz thought she was laughing at her,xyz just burst her anger out one day on divya saying she's a slut she always play around men and leads them on towards her and laugh at middle low class nerds just because she's rich blah blah blah all nonsense DiVya called adiya as always to ask what to do and she adiya said xyz must be needing some comfort as she's alone go and prove yourself,DiVya agreed and searched for xyz someone told her that she's on the rooftop and when she went to the roof top DiVya saw xyz standing on the edge of the roof and crying DiVya called her out and she said all the things that "I'm gonna blame you for my state and you should be guilty for my death"
Fortunately DiVya was brave enough to pull xyz she embraced her and cried a lot which let xyz to comfort her the other way round still Divya gets nightmare of her loosing her closed ones and also the high heights remind her of that day being the reason for her acrophobia about adiya and divya's argument we can hear right now.

Yes they were arguing so loud

Tanaya: Divya straight up called adiya because of her anxiety attack but she didn't picked up and same at DiVya's grandfather's death adiya was the first one she called and she didn't picked up adiya blames herself for Divya's state of having nightmares well that's the end of the story.