My 'fuck it' war

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it happend again. It happend every time. it will always come back. It will never stop. People will haunt you down. People will make fun of you and you are never good enough for the world. But why do you want  to be good enough for the world? Why do you need to be perfect? Why do you  need to be the best in everything? Why do we need to be scared for other peoples opinouns? You don't have to care. You don't have to care what the world thinks. You need to care about yourself. You're dying inside. You will lose yourself in the war of pleasing people. Do you really want to lose yourself again? You can't be good enough for everyone, not everyone will like you. You will have enemies and they will love to hate on you. But what if you change your vision? You don't have enemies, you have fans. They will follow every breath you take and they will find a way to make fun of it. But see it from the other way, you intresting enough for them. You will make there day if you say somthing to them, because they can yell at you for saying somthing. You are loved, but in another way. They will never find you good enough and that's okey. It is more importand to find yourself good enough. And  i know, that isn't easy. I know it will take time to learn to love yourself. But every little step, is a begin. A begin to say fuck you to the world...

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Im back guysss, i hope i will be back for a long time. I really needed this one. It is a note for myself. And i think for more people. We have to learn to say fuck you to the world.

I was off a long time, i wasn't doing good. I still don't, but i needed to post this. I didn't think about what i was going to write. I just let my fingers type what i feel. Don't forget to eat and drink. You can eat that meal and you can drink that soda. We doing this together. You're not alone. I love you and i hope i will write again soon.

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