Living with B.A.P

Tutoring you and Zelo while knowing their little secret

It's Saturday, you woke up and dragged yourself to the toilet. After you showered finished, you went back into your room and wake Janessa up. After a few minutes, she finally woke up. "What time is it?" She asked while rubbing her eyes and yawning. "It's eleven in the morning." You replied while taking a book out to read. Janessa got out of bed and went to shower. After she bathed finished, she went into her room, took out her laptop and started playing games. 

It's afternoon and B.A.P members finally woke up. They all bathed finished and Himchan started making breakfast in the kitchen while the other five guys sat around the living room watching tv and playing games with each other. "Yah, can one of you go and check if the girls are awake?" Himchan asked while cooking halfway. "Hyung, i'll do it." Jongup replied and went to your room. Jongup knocked on the door when he reached. Janessa is playing games while you are sitting on your bed, reading. "V, can go and get the door?" Janessa asked while her eyes are glued to the laptop screen. "Fine." You got up, put your book down and went to open the door. "Oppa, what are you doing here?" You asked, shocked. "Himchannie hyung is making breakfast and wants me to come and tell you girls." Jongup replied. "Ah, araseo oppa. We'll be down in a couple of minutes." You replied and he nodded his head and left while you closed the door. "Nessa, Himchan oppa is making breakfast and wants us to go and eat." You told Janessa. "I know, but maybe until i finished this game. It's almost over." Janessa replied while hitting her keyboards harder and harder. "Hey, chill. Your laptop's gonna break soon if you keep abusing your laptop like that." You warned while walking back to your bed to continue reading your book. 

After a few minutes, Himchan finally cooked finished and both you and Janessa came just in time. "Let's eat." Daehyun said and everyone started eating. After half an hour, the eight of you ate finished and sat at the sofa watching tv. "Yah, did the two of forget? You have tuition now." Youngjae said while looking at you and Zelo. "Ah hyung, i'm very tired. Can we do it tomorrow." Zelo whined while looking at Youngjae. "Cannot, that's what you said everytime when we say you are going to have tuition. This time, you can study with Vanessa." Youngjae encouraged. "Fine." Zelo grumbled and dragged his feet to his room to take his study materials. "We are going to have the tuition in the empty room at the left end of the room." Youngjae said. After you took your studying materials, you went in and saw Zelo's head lying on the table while Youngjae looked through his textbooks. "Let's start." Youngjae said and sighed when he looked at all the books in front of him.

After one hour, Zelo and you both started to get drowsy. "Yah, you can't you even do a simple maths question?" Youngjae asked furiously when he saw that you and Zelo haven't even started doing a question. "Oppa, we just can't do it." You whined and sighed. "Yeah hyung, i don't even know what this question is about." Zelo whined too. "Aish, i've just taught the two of you this problem and even show you how to solve it. Now you say you don't know?" Youngjae shouted in rage. "Yah, Nessa. Can you go in and see what they are doing and what's making Youngjae so angry?" Daehyun asked while looking at Janessa. "Oppa, why don't you go in and see what he's doing instead of me?" Janessa asked while looking back at him. "I don't want to. Youngjae can be scary if he's angry and i know how he is when he's angry." Daehyun said while shuderring. "Araseo oppa." Janessa said and walked towards the room. She knocked and came in. "Having trouble?" Janessa asked while looking at you, Youngjae and Zelo. "Can't you tell by looking? They can't even solve a simple maths problem in half an hour." Youngjae said while sighing. "Told you it'll be hard." Janessa said while smiling and walked towards Youngjae, "Mwo?! This question is easy." Janesaa said while laughing when she saw the maths question. "If you know how to do it then do it in front of us." Zelo said while looking at her. "Fine." Janessa said and sat beside Youngjae, took a pencil and begin solving the question. Within a few minutes, she solved the question. "Told you it was easy." Janessa said and smiled at him. Both Youngjae and Zelo are amazed at Janessa. "Mwo.. Eotteokhae, neo...? How did you figure this out within a few minutes?" Zelo asked, amazed at Janessa. "Wow... You are really smart.." Youngjae exclaimed. You just sat there, folded your arms and just stare at them. You sighed and walked out of the room and ran in your room. You sat on your bed and cried. *Why can't they like me like they like Janessa? Why do they keep praising her but didn't even look at me? Even Youngjae oppa is impressed at her but he scolded me.* You thought and cried harder but since you don't want the others to know, you put your face on the pillow and cried.

Meanwhile, while Janessa is getting praised, she saw you are gone *Oh no, i did it again.* Janessa thought. "Umm... I got to go." Janessa excused herself and ran to your room. "V, i know you are inside. Come out now." Janessa said while knocking the door but she didn't hear any reply from you. Janessa gave up after a few tries and walked to the sofa, looking dissappointed. "Yah, are you okay? The tutoring did not went well?" Daehyun asked, worried and concerned at the same time. "The tutoring went well until i came in." Janessa said and looked down. Just then, the other B.A.P members came to Janessa. "What happened? Where's Vanessa?" Youngjae asked while looking around. "She's locked in her room." Janessa replied while looking at him and continued, "I shouldn't went in there and disturbed you guys." "What do you mean disturbed? We are all amazed." Zelo said while looking at her. "There's something we haven't told you yet. About why we don't want people to know about our grades." Janessa said. "What do you mean? You said that you don't want people to praise you because you are smart, right?" Daehyun asked while looking at her. "Yeah, that's only half of the story." Janessa replied.

"The two of us didn't want to tell because i'll get embarrassed by all the praising and V will get jealous because the people are all praising me. Whenever people saw how smart i am, they will eventually think that V is dumb and one day, when we went to our middle school, they started calling V dumb and stupid and yet they started praising me. V thought that people started to make comparisons between us because we are twins, she didn't even step out of her room and didn't even eat until she fainted due to starvation. She almost wanted to kill herself but after a few times of talking her out of it, both of us didn't want that to happen again so we decided to keep it a secret. But, just now, when i came into the room and solved the maths problem. She saw how Youngjae oppa is praising me yet before i came in, he's scolding Junhong oppa and her. I think she thought that 'it' is happening again." Janessa told everyone. "No wonder she looked shocked when we say we found out your grades." Jongup commented. "Well, i was only mad at her because she didn't even try to solve the problem and i'm just shocked at how fast you can solved it." Youngjae explained. "Yeah, i know. But she didn't thnk so and i'm sure she's thinking that all of you are comparing us starting from now on." Janessa replied. "What should we do then?" Himchan asked while looking at Janessa. "I don't know what to do either." Janessa said as tears started rolling down her cheeks. Daehyun saw and quickly wiped away her tears. "Don't worry, we'll think of something." Daehyun comforted Janessa and she just lies on his shoulder. "I'll think of something." Yongguk said and walked towards her door. 

When he reached her door, he knocked on it. "Yah, Vanessa. We heard what happened and we will not do the same thing to you like the children in your school did." Yongguk said and didn't hear any replies. "Vanessa, can i come in?" Yongguk tried but there's still no reply. After he tried a few more times, he went back to the living room. "What did she say? Did she reply you?" Janessa asked, worried and anxious at the same time. Yongguk just looked at her sadly and shook his head. Janessa sighed and sat back down onto the couch. 

It's reaching nine in the night and Vanessa didn't even come out. "Wonder if she'll be alright." Janessa sighed and continued, "It's all my fault." "Nessa, it's not your fault, it's our fault." Daehyun comforted her. After an hour, Janessa slept on his laps at the living room. "Yah Daehyunnie, wanna bring her into our room and let her sleep at the empty bed?" Himchan whispered as he saw Janessa sleeping. "We can?" Daehyun asked, shocked. "Yongguk says it's okay too." Himchan assured, WIth that assurance, he carried Janessa into their room and everyone slept.