I LOVE YOU

Chapter nine

After the second concert Taehyung quickly went to his hotel, so he could shower and have a talk with Lexie. When he was ready, he texted her.

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IPurpleYou: Lexie, can I come down in a few and can your friend come up so we can have some privacy? Jimin is with me in my room so it'll be okay

LexieCane: Sure

Her answer was short. She was either super mad or just sad.

Lexie told Sky to go up to Taes room where he'll be waiting for her and that Jimin will come later to keep her company.

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After some time the doorbell to Lexies' room rang.

*ding ding*

It was definitely Tae. Well, here goes nothing.

She opened the door and there he was. Just as beautiful as ever, his hair was a little damp a curly. What Lexie also notice was how tall Tae was and how wide his shoulder were. His white T-shirt didn't leave anything to the imagination. You could see his muscles. She closed her eyes and shook away these thoughts. She can't be thinking about this now It'll hurt to much. She let him in the room and told him to sit on the bed.

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Before Tae rang the doorbell, he contemplated what to say, but without even thinking, he rang the bell.

She opened the door, and she was standing there as beautiful as ever she didn't look at him but she was still stunning. Her now blue hair was in a ponytail. She was so small and cute, she barely got to his shoulders. That's what he liked about her. Her black oversized T-shirt was hanging over her and underneath was a pair of short shorts. The clothes she wore didn't leave anything to the imagination. She was perfect just like the first day he saw her. He really did love her. He needed to get his thoughts straight and tell her that. She let him in and told him to sit on the bed. 

When Tae finally had the chance to glance at her face he saw her eyes were swollen. Has she been crying all day, if only he could hug her and tell her everything will be alright.

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After Lexie served the tea, Tae was the first to talk.

"Lex, when I saw you in that theatre I instantly liked you and I wanted to get to know you better. But since I'm a celebrity I had to hide who I really was. I just didn't think this would become a forbidden love story. If I'm being totally honest, I like you like a lot, no, let me rephrase that."Tae paused for a moment,"I-"

"No don't say it" Lexie interrupted him.

"But Lexie I need to tell you how I feel you need to hear that I-"

"NO don't say it" Lexie said tears rolling down her face "I can't hear you say those words, they'll hurt to much"

"Taehyung even if you say those words they won't change a thing we can't be together. This is a story with no happy ending. I'm a normal girl from a normal world while you live the famous idol life. I could never exist in your world. I would really love to because i want this to work but it just can't. Armys would be so devastated to find out you have a girlfriend. And when they find out I'm 'normal' and not a kpop idol it would be a shit show...." She paused then continued "I'm sorry, but I think this is the end"

"No, Lexie, please, lets make our own world. Please,I want to try it with you. You mean so much to me. And don't worry about the fans they will just have to get through it." Tae pleaded.

"Tae, no, I can't. I'm sorry, but this is never gonna work out so please just give me the plane tickets and go back to your room. If you want, you can text me, I wouldn't mind and I would actually love that. But for us to be together it just won't happen."

Tae couldn't handle to hear her words. It was hard enough, but her words just stabbed his heart like a million daggers. What Yoongi said was coming true "I know what I said before but Taehyung you have to stay positive. If you tell her how you truly feel I think she might give you a chance. And If not now that maybe in the near future" wait why were his words from yesterday coming to him. Was this a sign to tell her no matter what.

He stood up from the bed looking at his feet, his hands in fists.

Lexie was looking away and then he raised his head bit his lip and yelled "LEXIE CANE I FUCKING LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER" his eyes started to water.

Lexie looked at him with wide eyes but looked away "You should be gentle with Taehyung" why did those words have to come to her right now, 'I'm sorry Yoongi please forgive me and take care of him.' She closed her eyes and whispered "Teahyung p-p-please just leave"

Tae looked at her small frame he wanted to hold her and never let her go. He wanted to kiss her and tell her how much he loves her, over and over, but he knew he couldn't. He knew that she wasn't serious that she did love him but he understood how she felt. She was right. But he will wait for her no matter how long it takes.

"Okay Lex, here are your plane tickets, but just so you know, I can't promise to text you. I think It would hurt me too much" Tae said, leaving the plane tickets on the bed and walked out of the room.

When he closed the door, Lexie started sobbing so hard. Her heart was broken. Never did she think this is how her vacation to London would end. She slumped to the floor holding her chest since it was hurting so much. She knew this was for the best and that she will get over him just like he will move on but right now it just hurt like a bitch.

Taehyung heard her crying throught the door he wanted to bust down the door and hold her but he just stood infront of the door and cried with her. He went to his room. Jimin and Sky were talking but were interrupted when Tae came in. Sky saw Tae's expression she wanted to help him too but right now she needed to be with Lexie. She told Jimin something, excused herself and ran to her room. When she opend the door she saw Lexie lying on the floor curled in a ball and crying she seated herself nex to her, lifted Lexie's head and started stroking her hair. "Everything will be okay Lexie" she said.

"N-no it w-won't be. Sky he said he loved me even though I didn't want to hear it. It hurts so much I want torip my heart out and never feel this. I love him, I fucking love him Sky what do I do I love him but it hurts so much" Lexie said sobbing even more

"Shhhh its okay everything will get resolved trust me."

And this was the last time she ever talked to him. He never texted her, sometimes he liked a pic or a few on her Instagram, but he didn't texted, not even for her birthday.

This was the end, at least she met him in person.

AN: explanation in the next chapter 😅