Devotion

09| its real, but is it justified?

„Ready? "Vision was standing in front of my door and I couldn't see him, which was perhaps better because when I switched on the light in the hallway I couldn't help but laugh.

He was wearing a yellow shirt and yellow shorts with a green cape.

"Im sorry but you look ridiculous."

He just cocked his head but nodded in agreement as he giggled slightly.

Sometimes I forgot that he wasn't a human, but a robot, apart from his language and his body, he was so human and emotional, almost more emotional than I was.

"Come on." He said explicitly but politely when I just smiled slightly and accompanied him.

We walked down the streets of Westview, in the dark and cold, as the dark blue, blackening sky almost swallowed us up.

It was scary and the mood got worse with every step further away.

"Vision? Im scared. "

He looked at me again after ages and I realized before he even said anything that he felt the same way.

"It's going to be okay."

On a deserted street we saw a car we were going towards. We noticed that all people were making the same movements, over and over again, like dolls, we were aware that something was wrong.

„There was a man in my house, a few weeks ago, telling me that we're in a fake reality. I know it sounds fucking crazy, but maybe he was right."

Vision and I stopped when I told him this and he just looked at me with shocked eyes as he slowly nodded.

"Yes. I think that's true. And I think Wanda is behind all of this. "

Wanda? His wife?

He approached me and put his two fingers on my head when I felt a pain that made me scream for a moment.

All that was left were yellow sparks and a clear memory.

"Oh my god." I said, since I now remembered everything again.

The mission, Sam, Vision and Bucky.

I was really Bucky Barnes girlfriend, now that everything is back I felt a mixture of feelings, because still the love I developed for him is real, but is it justified?

"Vision, we cant go outside of westview, the real reality is there."

He looked at me strangely and gave a short laugh.

"Why cant we? That's what we wanted right? " He took faster steps and I ran after him.

"Vision! You don't exist over there. "

My words were harsh but they had the right effect because he stopped running and walked towards me.

"Not anymore." I added.

I got sad when I saw vision hopes collide and he stared at the floor.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

I stepped closer to him and saw something flash in his eyes, watery and shiny. A tear.

"Vision. You died as an hero. Believe me, you did everything to save the universe. "

He came closer to me again and I could feel the heaviness in his movements, which is why I hugged him.

Funny isn't it? Even an android has feelings. I noticed everything he felt and thought he was more human than anyone at that time.

He returned the hug and then after a while, he turned away from me and then ran towards the border of the hex.

"Vision!" I screamed, but it was too late.

He ran faster and faster and when he realized that I could keep up with him he started to fly until he suddenly disappeared.

I was breathing heavily and then decided to run after him, despite the confusion in my head and the fear of what's happening next, the fear of my mission and of the world in which I don't love Bucky.