Irrational Anger ( MXM)

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Ryan walked straight to the locker rooms to go change into his working clothes, his heart was beating frantically in his chest but he was determined to do this. He won't let that bastard ruin his life again, he won't let that happen, this time Ryan isn't the one who is going to run, he was going to make sure of it. He looked himself in the mirror which was besides his locker door as he smiled at how brave he looked, that bastard will pay for what he did to him. That bastard was the one who has to run away not the other around.

Ryan was so determined.

The Devil was the reason why Ryan didn't grow up with his family, that devil was the reason why his family disowned him when he needed them the most. Every bad thing that had happened in Ryan's life was because of that bastard. IT'S ALL THAT BASTARD'S FAULT. Ryan shouted in his head so since he saw him again why not let him pay for his wrong deeds. He slammed the door close as he tied his apron around his slam waist going to his work. His took deep breaths calming his beating heart down.

"Oh my" pixie was the first to see him as she ran towards him with worried expression on her face. She pulled him in to a hug so tight,she was literally squeezing the life out of him but Ryan let her be. Among his friends she is the most soft hearted person she ever met in his life. She cares about her loved ones and this was bound to happen "are you ok" she asked in a worried tone her voice wobbly.

"Yes pixie, I am good as new" Ryan replied with a sincere smile on his handsome face, his brown eyes sparkling.

"You scared the shit out of us yesterday" pixie slapped him playfully on the shoulder happy to see her friend again. She was going out of her mind when Ryan ran, she wanted to go visit him but she had to work all night "what was that about, why was Mr Kingston looking at you like that" she asked concerned. Hearing this Ryan tensed up knowing what pixie was talking about.

"I don't know but its Nothing" Ryan shrugged laughing nervously as he bit his lips hard.

"That wasn't nothing Ryan, Mr Kingston looked so angry and he stood in the same spot for several minutes after you ran looking at where you ran to. He looked like he wanted to go after you but controlled himself. He looked like he wanted to rip someone apart at the way he looked..shit he scared us all" that was Min-jae who chimed in also concerned. He also feels happy that Ryan was back.

"Oh- ok, It was really nothing" Ryan shrugged again picking up the bucket of water to go start scrambling the rooms. It's not like he doesn't trust his friends, he did trust them but he can't just start telling them what happened years ago. It's a embarrassing as fuck. Pixie looked at Min-jae who shrugged not saying anything else. They know Ryan was a private person and they are not going to force him in to telling them what the hell happened. Pixie and Min-jae will be patient until Ryan opens up to them.

"Before you start" pixie sighed shaking her head, she really needed to know more about Ryan, not the basics but what can she do. Ryan has to trust them. "Mr Crosby was so mad at you he wants to have a word with you in his office" pixie said as Ryan put down the bucket nodding,he gave them a smile which meant to calm them down but it did nothing. Pixie was still worried about there friend. Ryan pulled off his apron hanging it up on the nail telling his friends that he will see them later.

Ryan knew that this was a great opportunity for Crosby to fire him, the man had always waited for Ryan to do one single mistake so this was it. Ryan knew it deep inside his veins that he was getting fired. He reached the door as he knocked softly waiting for the big boss to tell him to come in. Ryan had to wait for more than two minutes until Crosby told him to come in.

"You wanted to have a word with me" Ryan reached to the point without preamble, he didn't want to waste his time on the arrogant bastard. Crosby hates Ryan and the feeling was mutual and if this this job didn't pay good, Ryan would have resigned a long time ago but he needed it.