How long has it been
I forget easy
Or have I become complacent
Counting is a apart of patience
But you took that with the hatred
So how long has it been
Nights feel long while days feel short
I felt numb but now I feel
So unreal but still
I find myself caught in the wheels
Trying to understand the ratio
As my mind feels empty
So how long has is been
I see now
you can't tell me either