From distraction to attraction / Timothee Chalamet

Part 5 -foucus on me

"I dont know Im just nervous timmy" i said while the make up artist was doing my make up. "Don't be ill be with you all the time" he says as he gives me a peck on my lips. "Can you please not?" the make up artist says as timothee was giving me a peck on my lips gor the fifth time ruining my make up.
"sorry sorry" Timothée says putting his hands up. This was about to be our first time being officially together and we went to this gala me and Timothee were nominated to for the movie 'Lady bird'
"done" the make up artist says proudly looking at my make up and wavy curled hair, "Your girl looks amazing, dont ruin her make up again or i will ruin you" the make up artist says jokingly but also not.
'You look beautiful maya" Timothee says as he admires my red velvet dress.

There I was walking on the red carpet with Timothee, my heart was beating so fast and i felt nauseous and full of adrenaline, I had an anxiety attack. I knew Timothee noticed it as he grabbed my hand softly and rubbed it. Everyone did photos and i just could think of that. Then Timothee spinned me around and kissed me infront the cameras as he whispers in my ear "focus on me, just focus on me and forget everything"
I tried to focus on Timothee  and it worked, "I never had someone who could handle my anxiet attacks so well like he did. After i calmed down it was to perfect wasn't it? so my strap decided to fall down.
Before my boob was showing Timothée was standing in front of me, so i could fix it.

'I really like him'

'Yes I do"

"omg timothee" I say as I enter the hotelroom
there were candles everywhere rose leaves and the hotel room looked so fancy. "You like it?" he smiles shyly
"are you kidding? Thats so... thats so romantic awe Timothee Chalamet gets cheesy" i say, I grabb his face softly and pull it near to mine, I look deep in his eyes and he closed his eyes so did I.
I felt his soft lips on mine and we were kissing passionately, he pulled down the straps of my dress and I removed his tie, i felt his hands grabbing my butt and his body pressed on mine. He slowly pushed me on the bed still making out with me.

Sunshine in my face made me wake up I was wearing  Timothees shirt. Sex never felt the way it did yesterday with Timothee. I was so happy. My precious boy was still sleeping his curls were sticking on his forehead. I slowly cuddle myself up to him. " mhm" he says with his morning voice cuddling me back. We cuddled like for an hour. "Thank you for yesterday" Timmy says randomly.
"for what?" i ask confused as heck. "For having sex with me." he says seriously and giving me a peck on the lips then forehead. "i love you" i say so spontaneous and i really did mean it. 'wow did i just really say that, i have never said that to a guy' i thought to myself.
"i love you too maya" Timothée says smiling so happy.
"how much do you" i say smirking and hovering over him giving him a slow and passionate kiss. A big smile grew on his face as i pulled away. "well to the moon and back maya" he says as he roughly and playfully switches me over so hes on top of me.
"I have something for you" Timothee says pulling out a card from his stuff. "what is it?" i Say so excited.
"open it" he says observing how i would react.
"Timothee..." I say as a I look at the card
"I thought thats what we needed after these stressful and confusing months, I just wanna show you how much I appreciate you" he says looking at me. I kiss him passionately. "Thank you I say pulling away"