Y/N was just a normal girl, she had brown, wavy hair which fell down her shoulders. She was 4 foot , always being bullied by her classmates about her height. She had always been the shortest in all of her classes, even shorter than her crush.
We'll get to him later....
Y/N had boring brown eyes, everybody would always say her eyes were gorgeous but she knew they were just lying, she had trauma from her best friend lying to her in first grade. She had to go to therapy and hasn't recovered.
She was depressed, she was sad a lot and often listened to artists such as Da Baby and Drake, she was never able to contain the angry scream that almost burned her vocal chords when one dance by Drake had come on. It was her comfort song.
Y/N got out of her bed, she didn't bother making it, she was just different. When she got out of bed she looked at herself in the mirror and immediately regretted it, she was pale which was different because usually teenagers went to the beach with their friends or got spray tans but she hated spray tanning.
Anyway, we're getting off track.
A/N (Y/N DOESNT HAVE ANY FRIENDS, I RELATE TO HER ON A PERSONAL LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT HAVE FRIENDS THATS OKAY <<<<<<<<333333333333)
When Y/N was a child her parents got into a car accident, they drove off a cliff because her dad had been drunk driving so now she lived with her older brother louis, louis was in a band called one direction and he often abused her.
She scrunched her eyes and had a flashback......
"YOU'RE SO DUMB AND UGLY, WHY DID YOU GET AN F IN ALL OF YOUR CLASSES YOU DISAPPOINTment!!!! I BET YOU WERE JUST WATCHING ANIME AND TRYING TO BE QUIRKY, YOU'RE SO DUMB I HATE YOU I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO GET YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE SO THAT I CAN SLASH YOUR TIRES AND WAIT FOR YOU TO DRIVE OFF A CLIFF." He would yell
You cried really hard when he would say things like that, it always hurt your feelings and Louis would just smirk at you when you would cry about it, you couldn't believe the words that would come out of your older brother's mouth.
"Don't say that to me!! You're supposed to be my-" Before she could finish, he would slap her across her cheek, she never wore make-up because she never had acne.
A/N: WRITING THIS MAKES ME SO SAD!!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND SHE DESERVES THE WORLD.)
End of flashback.
She opened her eyes, not realising that she had been crying, she opened her door and listened out, she couldn't hear anybody downstairs meaning that louis was probably out of town again, leaving her behind by herself.
She sighed, putting on a white tank top, denim jeans, converse (even thought he other girls wore heels, she was just not like that. she wasn't a girly girl at all, she preferred hanging out with the boys she felt like she was one sometimes.)
Finally, she put some lip gloss on, her eyelashes were naturally long so she didn't need mascara and her skin was perfect, plus why would she wear make-up? That was too girly for her.
So she walked downstairs, deciding to skip breakfast because she felt like having an eating disorder today.
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When she walked outside her cheeks went hot noticing her crush standing there, oh yeah, we didn't go back to him.
Ed sheeran, he was the most popular boy in school, he was a jock, 6'7 he was captain of the football club but also played guitar and wrote songs. She always dreams about being his girlfriend and how cute of a couple they would be.
They are childhood bestfriends, and that's how it would always be, she thought sadly to herself,
"Hey, Y/N." Ed spotted you, he was waiting for you, he was leaning against the white fence in front of your house. He was wearing a casual white shirt with jeans and a leather jacket over the top, he was an A+ student, the good guy.
Everyones parents wanted their daughters to date him and their sons to be like him, louis hated him though and didn't want you to hang around with anybody, he just wanted you to be alone and sad and dead.
Ed always got good grades, he was always a good influence and you don't know why he was still friends with somebody as unopoular as you were. It was unfamiliar to you, getting attention from people you passed with Ed in the girls.
Girls would glare at you and bully you when he left you but you were used to it, you'd always been crushing on Ed, and you hated when he would smirk at girls or call them cute when you were standing right next to him. He would never say those things about you, because you were just friends right?
Well, as you were walking to your next class, Ed pulled you aside at your locker/
"Y/N, is that a bruise on your cheek?" Ed got angry now, he had pulled you aside to point out your bruise, you cursed under your breath, maybe you should've put make up on, no, no, you don't do that Y/N.
"Ed...... it's nothing..."
A/N: Y/N JUST TELL HIM AAAAAAAAAHHH!!! HE JUST WANTS WHATS BEST FOR YOU AND HE CARES ABOUT YOU:(((((((((((((((((
"It is something, and I wanna beat up the person who did this to you!" Ed said, he clenched his fist and you tried not to sexually wet yourself.
Ed was always so protective of you and you couldn't help but be flattered but also scared of him at the same time. You said it didn't matter again and Ed got mad this time, you flinched when he yelled-
"JUST TELL ME!!!!" His British accent didn't go unnoticed.
He saw you flinch and something flashed in his eyes before he walked away, you sighed and closed your locker, taking out your chemistry book, but when you were almost at class you walked around the corner and bumped into somebody.
You fell on the ground, clutching your aching head, you groaned and before you could say anything rude, you looked up at the guy.
The Bad Boy, Jungkook stood before you at 6'9, he was wearing ripped black jeans, a leather jacket, you tried not to swoon over him. He was certainly hot but no, Y/N you couldn't, he was the meanest, rudest boy in the school and you were crushing on Ed, right?
"Watch where you're going, babygirl." He winked, walking away and stepping on your textbook, you frowned and flipped him off when he wasn't looking.
You thought this would be your first and only encounter with the boy, but really it was just the begininig.
A/N OMGGGG IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS BOOK, ITS GONNA GET SO MUCH BETTER AND I REALLY FEEL FOR OUR READER AT THE MOMENT SO VERY SAD, I PITY HER LIFE SHE IS SO TRAUMATISED.
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FanfictionY/N is a normal girl, she has brown wavy hair, brown eyes, and of course, a crush on the most popular boy in school. He's a jock, but he always plays guitar and records songs. Ed Sheeran, every girl fought for his attention but only one girl was on...
