Alpha Male

Triggers and Secrets

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"Mmmhhh oh Rhazo." Katie moan inbetween kisses as she put her leg up on his back in a attempt for him to pick her up. Instead he pushed her off to my surprise. He growled lowly.

"Not now."

"Oh I see you don't want to fuck me now that you have your new toy." She jerked her head towards me. Only then did Rhazo notice me in the bathroom doorway. His jaw clenched but he didn't say anything to explain what just happened.

"Me and you go way back Rhazo." Katie lightly ran her hand down his chest.

"You know me." Katie said lightly.

Rhazo roughly grabbed her wrists.

"Don't think you are special just because we've been together for so long." His cold words matched his eyes as he looked at her. Her shock evident through the tears that were forming. Just for a split second I thought I saw a glimmer of remorse in Rhazo's dark cold eyes. But just as quick as it came he went back to being the cold hearted person he always were. Not even Katie could break his exterior.

"You need to leave."

Katie back away eyes never leaving Rhazo before snapping towards me as I stepped forward.

"He'll never love you, his incapable of love and he knows it." Katie looks back to an enraged Rhazo.

"Leave!" He blows out. The windows of the room shake with the strength of his voice as Katie leaves out the door but not without slamming it first.

I stood in the middle of his room not knowing what to do. The clothing he gave me was a oversized white shirt that came to my knees and some white short shorts.

"AHH!!" Rhazo screamed as he punched the bar containing the alcohol. I jumped as the glass shattered everywhere, some slid towards me. He seemed distressed at what she said. Was he going through something internally that I didn't know about? Feeling sorry for him for some reason, I bent down in a attempt to pick up the shards of glass.

"Don't touch that. You'll-."

I whipped my head up as Rhazo stopped speaking. He looked as if deciding weather or not to stop me from picking up the glass. With a tick in his jaw he walked towards me and bent down.

He took my hand in his as the sparks grew he instantly let go with a deep furrow in his brows.

"Move, I'll have someone come clean it."

The sorry that I felt for him completely forgotten as he disregarded me. Turning away I walk to the edge of the bed.

"What did I do to deserve this." I said my voice cracking above a whisper. He didn't say anything as one tear fell down my face.

"Go to bed." He said in a deep low voice as he shuffled around. I looked back at him, I saw him put a cover on a couch as he made a place to sleep. I slowly laid down in the bed. Did he really not care for me at all? For two days I have endure the stuff that he has put me through. The competition, hurting Lucas, fucking Katie in front of me. Why do I still want him to want me? He should suffer whatever he's going through. I let my eyes close as I drifted off into a deep sleep and for the first time in years, my nightmares wasn't about a man, it's was about my mother.
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Rhazo POV

I watched as Katie got finger by Marco, my third in command. She thought that by letting him fuck her in this ceremony would make me mad about not being able to have her, but she was wrong. I've known Katie since I've saved her from her abusive family so I know what she was thinking. That I would take her back even after she lost her title as alpha female. She didn't expect Kara to win and neither did I. I can't just take Katie back as alpha female when it was clear that Kara was much more suited for the position. I'm not gonna lie Kara is much strong than she should be at this stage and the practicers never told me that she can wield the sword.