𝗮𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 • 𝖺 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗏𝗂𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗉

aven <3

my pErSoNaL statement ::

hi green toe / aven / cloney / ave who lives in a cave / tweet / vent / rae / big tweet- i'll stop here for everyone's sake .

how are yaaaaaaa :D the answer better be good or i'm suing- jkjk

ok im just gonna say it cloney :: HOW ARE WE SO MFING SIMILAR LIKE ITS HONESTLY CREEPY

LIKE THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS AHHHH LEMME FIND THAT LIST WE MADE ALRIGHT-

music taste , books we've read , shows we've watched , ( two personal things u know about but im not gonna put here hehe ) , sexuality , hamilton , political view , poetry , pickles and olive lovers- the list goes on , to say the least

i always love talking to you aven . you literally have no idea the affect that you have on me . i know you don't know it , but to be honest , i feel like you were the first person online who really got me , who actually liked me for who i was , i dunno .

something we don't have in common :: UR TALENTS IN GRAPHICS AND BIO MAKING- LIKE HOLD UP LET US JUST TAKE A LOOK AT MY BIO ONE SEC

❛ 🌿── ❑ 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓 , ❪ 𝖺 𝙨 𝗍 𝙚 𝗋 𝙞 𝖺 〄 ˳˚∘ˊˎ
𝗌!𝗁𝖾𝗋.𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 ❫ ‧₊˚ 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎 𝐈
'̗ • .º sweater weather ,, ambi.v ,, virgo .
✐ᝰ aka :: 𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 ,, 𝑟𝑖𝑎 ,, 𝑎 ,, 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖 ,, 𝑎𝑠ℎ
𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑏𝑖𝑒 ,, 𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑎 ,, 𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑖𝑑 ,, 𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑎
𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑢𝑡 ,, 𝑑𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑎 ,, ˖˖ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 ᝬ
𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑 , 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 ❜ ⌗ 𝗕𝙻𝗠
. multifandom , pluvio¡! , biblio¡! ,, &&
feminist . ⤿ 𝕤𝕨𝕒𝕘 𝟙𝟘𝟘 ％ || music.lvrr
⟦ weird facts are just yes ⟧ ↷ 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄
insane ⡇𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐋𝐘 ❑ ── 🍃 ❜

*cough* talent *cough*

and you made it for free ? LIKE ILYSFM

no but fr , have you seen the bios you make ? like they're amazing and you know it . and let's not forget the graphics because whoaaaa um sir / ma'am / nonbinary-person / faer-term thingy bc idk the term for those- you got third place with that ship in a bottle graphic WHICH WAS SO COOL and all of your themes and stuff are so radical its insane , for example the previous theme to this one ( for you at least ) where beambeam , sagey pagey , you and i all had matching catra themes + bios ?

anddddddd finally let's talk about your poetry ( go read it right now if you haven't ) . BESTIE- LIKEEE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW GOOD YOUR POETRY IS , YOU HAVE YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL STYLE WHICH IS SO WUNDERFUL LIKE I LOVE IT ALMOST AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU- ITS VERY SIMPLE AND SWEET , AND I LOVE YOUR UNIQUE DESCRIPTION STYLE SO MUCH . you never overdo anything , it's always like a perfect balance of every element of poetry in general .

i even love your long and confusing acronyms and your strange cucumber obsession and the way you like the word garage too much and the way you say that every single one of my good qualities orignated from you and i could really go on forever but imma stop- 

look aven , what i'm trying to say is that you're one of those people who deserve their own fanclub .

on-topic ::

i'm sorry aven , i'm just gonna start out by saying that . feelings are complex things , and everyone experiences them in different ways , shapes and forms . everyone feels left out , even the most popular people who have the most friends . even . . . idk , barack obama , probably feels left out sometimes . i feel left out too , a lot . sometimes , when i feel like i'm not needed in a convo or like no one cares that i'm there , or people would rather be without me , i kinda just accept it . well i don't really accept it , but i remind myself that . . . i don't really care ? LMAO like it doesn't matter . if they don't wanna talk to you , if they don't wanna involve you , than that's their loss . and if you need someone to confirm that , i'm your guy .

next up :: homophobic parents . let's talk about it . . . i figging hate them , okay ? they suck , and they don't realize how negatively they can affect their kids . whether you have good parents or not , you will usually care about how they percieve you , and having parents who are potentially against your whole being , or rather identity , can damage your mental health seriously . i can't really say anything that would help here , but i just want you to know that one day your parents will come around , and if they don't then tbh , their loss .

alright so the other one was about your irls liking dream smp or whatever , look dude / girl / nonbinary / all pronouns idk , i know it's hard when you don't know what's going on and once again , feel left out . we've all been there . now in your position , i personally would probably also become obsessed with the dream smp and try to fit in so that i could be a part of the convos . that's probably not the best thing to do here , and i just gave you pretty bad advice , so as usual , idrk what to do in your position . just know that they're friends with you for a reason , and although you may have your differences a true friend will always be there . and i'm not saying that they're not true friends or anything , of course , but just know that if you feel like they're getting toxic or you just need a lil break from them , you'll make other friends . i know its hard , but you can do it <3

i'm sorry about the parents part , the whole part . i think that part is a bit private so i'm not gonna put it in here , but as you know , i get what you mean and as always , i'm here for you :D therapy is what i exceed in <3

I'M REALLY NERVOUS TO PUBLISH THIS BUT HERE GOES

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