Kensie or Tiffany

Chapter 17

Tiffany's POV
Justin must have told our parents about what happened with Scott , I couldn't cope anymore I had had the police on the phone near enough every single day asking about the incident and if I need any extra support, they want me to go to court next month and then I had Justin asking me if I was ok every two seconds checking up on me as and then the stress of looking after Hope, and then on top off all that my mum ringing up everyday .I have had enough I feel like there's no way out and no one I can turn to, I used to be able to trust Justin but since the whole thing with kensie my trust is just wearing away, his anger has also gotten worse, smashing things up, Ever since I told him about Scott, I have to get away from here from everyone and everything.

Justin's POV
These past few days have been a struggle knowing Scott isn't locked up and he is still in waterloo road and I had to go back and see his face. Tiff constantly looks tired she flinches every time I touch her even if I put my arm around her when we're watching a film, it breaks my heart to think that tiff has been though a lot this past year and she has finally broken and it's his fault, what happened to the strong, smiley tiff, the tiff I fell in love with?

Tiffany's POV
I had come to the decision that I need to leave Scotland for a while and go and start a new life with Hope. as much as I disagree with what Scott done a police investigation is the last I need right now and my parents won't leave me alone treating me like I am a child I needed to leave for mine and hopes future together. I know I said that I never wanted Hope to be without a farther but i think it's the best for us both at the moment, and she can see her farther when she's older. I am just not happy and I need to leave I need to clear my head.
When Justin left for school I started to pack my stuff and before I knew it I was crying my eyes out, leaving memories , leaving my family, but leaving Justin was the hardest thing out of all, I loved him so much , I just needed away from this place and I had to take hope with me.
When my bags were packed and Hope was in the pram I took one last look at the flat "I am going to miss this place" I muttered to myself . then I saw the framed picture of me, Justin and hope and I felt a tear role down my cheek I held it close to my chest and that's when I decide to write him a letter it said
Dear Justin
I know your wondering why am writing this and why am not at home and why all mine and hopes stuff are gone. I've decided to leave, its not you its me honestly. the whole thing with Scott and your anger getting worse and your missing school because of me I feel I am destroying your future and I don't want that for you , I love you so much Justin and I want the best for you.
Do you remember when me and you used to say up all night in the garage and talk about our future together? How we were going to travel the world and then get married and have children? It didn't turn out like that though, But then again nothing ever does and if someone were to say to me a year ago your going to have a baby and your own flat I would of laughed in there face but honestly I couldn't of asked for a better boyfriend than you. you have stood by me and I will never thank you enough. I just don't think that you are ready to become a dad and I have noticed that you deserve a future . I will come back it's just know what's it's like to have a dad who smashes things up when he's angry and that's my mum left him as I was hit as a child by him and i don't want that for hope I love you Justin I really love you and this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do but if I met myself a year ago I wouldn't recognise myself , I wouldn't recognise this version because she's sad, she's miserable, I was strong I was confident I was all these things and I have to get them back. And If that's means leaving then so be it.
Hope you understand
Tiff,x
By the end of writing that I was in tears but I had to go, it was the right thing, so I wiped aways my tears and got in the car to stay with my anutie in London.

Justin's POV
When I got home and read the letter I was in floods of tears, to lose two people who are the reason you get out of bed in the morning , two people who you provide for and two people I love to pieces to go in one day is heart breaking , next to the letter was a picture of me, hope and Tiff, it made me feel more upset I honestly don't know what I am going to do without them.