✿ Serenity ✿

~loneliness or?~

"Uhh maaa actually i...i "
" Ahaan why are you scared ...... just tell me clearly if you want"
She interrupted in between as i was stammering ...
fuck! I got these kind of nature from my dad... (╥﹏╥)
and i'm not happy with it ...

"Uhh actually it was...
it was nothing just my mood swing...i was scrolling instagram and i saw many posts of my friends with their gfs and bfs
So i felt little lonlely
I know maa I m stupid i reacted too much on it and i am really
sorry maa
Sorry i will never do that again " i said everything in one breathe as i was still nervous that how will she react ... but her reaction just gave me utter shock and nothing much...
She chuckled slightly and pecked my forehead ... which i didn't saw that coming ...
And said...
" i know you were nervous that i will scold you for crying on this small things, right?"
"So you chose to stammer like your father ... haa!"

"Uhhh..."
Now she left me speechless indeed she was right as always ...

"Don't worry Ahaan , i can understand what you are going through because we all have faced the same kind of mood swings and insecurities in your age and its normal ...
I won't judge you ... Actually i will never do that ..."

"The thing is you are not realizing the good things happening with you...
you are just focusing on the negative side...
And when nobody wakes you up in the morning with a good morning message ,when nobody waits for you at night , and when you can do whatever you want...
What do you call it?
Freedom or loneliness? "

Ohhk ! she left me numb that time ...my eyes went wide open and my jaw dropped as i realized what she was trying to say me...

" you are not alone Ahaan  ... papa , maa , dadu ,dadi ,bde -papa ,bdi - maa and Diya didi ... we all are with you...
Most importantly me and papa ... "

"What do you think ... our relationship was perfect? No it wasn't ... i was too rude and possessive ... and he was the one who always used to get mad at me for small reasons ...
I was so rude that no one liked to talked to me ...
And you know what your father was the one who tolerated all my shits...and also made me a better version of myself ...because he loves me so freaking much...
There was a time when we both were newly hoping in our careers and our relationship wasn't stable but
we compromised many things in our relationship ...so we are here with you ..."
"And waiting for someone like that will be better for you rather than being with someone with whom you can only flex and text..."

Yes ... she was right
She was freaking right!
I'm not alone how can i be? I have such a great family ...and
maa and papa... they are the one who would stand by me at every hard times in my life... so what else do i want...
I am not alone ...I m independent ...
I can make decisions by myself ... and can do anything which i like ...so
Why do i need to cage myself under the bars of relations...

"Hmm you are right maa... i can't believe that you always speak everything so accurate according to the situations ... u have mastered in understanding peoples , right ...?"

"No. I have mastered in understanding my son and supporting him ..."
She said and chuckled ... that voice of hers... i love it... i always want her to laugh ...  i just want to see her happy face life long ...

"Btw maa will you tell all these things to papa?" I asked her ...Although i knew that she will obviously tell everything to papa but still i want to see if she will admit it or not ...

"Uhh welll...i will not lie that it will be a secret between mum and son... coz you know that i can't keep secrets from Ajey ... so i will definitely tell him about your mood swing... actually we will discuss at night ..."

"As expected ..."

"Well now common sleep with me... coz i still don't believe you as you may go to your room and again cry a lot...so come here...
Sleep with you mumm tonight ..."
She jeered to me... and then my unsettling tongue formed a sentence that made the whole situation awkward ... for me...
"Well i don't have any problem but dad may have...."
She looked at me and laugher awkwardly so do i...

Huuhhh well done Ahaan you are good no actually best at making situations awkward ...
Inheritance from my dad...

Well now from awkward situation i remembered about my dad's first meet with nanu...which was quite awkward for him...

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"So , how many people are there in your family  Ajey ..." Chaitanya asked him putting a spoonful of pulao on his mouth ...
Chaitanya was chill guy...he was the free minded human who loved his wife Navi too much ...
They both were together from their teenage and lasted upto marrying each other ...
The couple was very happy and was blessed with a baby girl... everything was going lightly ... until Navi was diagnosed with Brain tumor ...
Navi knew that she won't last long so she said Chaitanya that treat Chavvi like his daughter,friend, mother,father and everything ...
Chaitanya promised Navi that his daughter will get every kind of love...
And then the duo of daughter and father started their new journey of life and are vibing the world together ...

On the other hand Ajey's head was exploding with tension ... he was nervous ...
"Mummy,papa, bhaiya and me"
He responded ...

"Ohh"
"Well what is your aim, 10th ke baad konsi stream mein jaogee?

Now it was the time when he have to answer the toughest question of his life ...
He knew that he wanted to do YouTube but he himself wasn't sure about that and also he was afraid that how will people react to that...
As not much people knew about that online platform and even it was not a stable career option too ... he hesitated to say that he wanted to do YouTube as he was afraid that her father will judge him... and also it was Chavvi's father so he wanted to create a good impression of himself,so he told
"Arts..."

"Ohh... thats nice and what after that?"
Chaitanya asked being curious about knowing his interests...

Now Ajey had no answer ... he really didn't know what he would do after that he had never imagined himself doing a 9to5 job ... his interest was always in playing games and making videos ...
He was tensed ...
And that's when Chavvi noticed and diverted the topic saying ...
"Ajey have you done that assignment?"

First Ajey didn't understood that she lied for diverting the topic so he asked suspiciously
"Which one"

She gave him a death glare scratching her neck and said "that science one..."
Finally he understood and screamed literally screamed
"Ohhh that one ! I had done already "

She rolled her eyes on his not so real acting ...
" -50 "Chavvi said ...

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Hehe ... little bit about Ahaan's life too ... in this chapter ...
Tell me your views on that ...
The love you all showed me in the last chapter really brought tears on my eyes, I m so lucky to have you all i really don't have any words to say rather than - tum log pagal ho yaar ...

So that was the chapter... i hope you liked it... and plz do comments ...that motivates me more ...

Thank you for reading this chapter
Much love  :)