Tell me who you loyal to

13

It's been weeks since last seeing or hearing from Namjoon. My heart still hurting. I cant believe he used me.

Father came to my condo to see me a few times but I told him to leave me alone. Along with my brothers. I just wanted my mommy, no one else.

My mom rubs my head consoling me, staying with me every second of each day. "Baby girl you gotta get yourself out in the world again, he's just a boy."

Groaning and slightly moving away from her. I didn't want to agree because she was right he IS just a boy. But he was MY boy, and I miss him so much.

My phone vibrates again after the 100th time. But this time it's Solar. Surprised I answer.

"Hello?" I say softly.
"Hey, I know we haven't talked in a while but, I wanted to know if I could come over and spend time with you?" She waits on my response. I look at mommy and she encourages me to say yes.

"I guess so yeah—" I'm cut off "GOOD! Because I'm outside with blaze and we're not leaving." That brings happiness to my mom she bolts to the door thanking the gods. Damn was I so much of a burden?

"Oh fuck y/n you look like shit!" Blaze says. I glance over in the mirror, fuck...she's right. My tanned skin now dull and lifeless. I look dead in the eyes.

"Shut up Blaze, she's hurting." Solar says. "Let's be great friends and clean her up and take her out."

Confused. "Where are we going?" I asked. " well Jaebum is having a bbq in Seoul tonight..wanna go?"

It amazes me how she gets to hang out with other men and hobi wasn't angry.

"That's a GREAT FUCKING IDEA" Blaze says. "The best way to get over one is to gain another! I hear Simon Dominic gone be there too and I NEED to be around that tall glass of cum!"

I look at her with disgust "Hoe ass" I mumbled and she blows kisses at me. "Ok fine I'll go"

Both of them look at me with heart eyes. My mommy lowkey cheering because of her freedom from me. I guess she misses her own penis.

Taking a long shower. The girls decide to do my hair and make up. I had new clothes for days. So I could choose from anything. "Hmmm what to wear at a BBQ?" I asked thinking hard.

"Ooh yes Daddy!!" I see a new dress I had order online.

Finally finishing getting dressed I walked into my living room with all eyes on me.

"DAMN GIRL!!! We just going to a BBQ!! Not the strip club!" I hear Solar say.

"Look all I have is revealing clothing. You forgot my ex was a sex demon" I say glad that my mommy left an hour ago. She don't need to hear that per say.

"Whatever let's go." We walk out to my new baby that haven't even driven yet. It's a 2019 infinity truck. I gave He who should not be named his truck back. It was painful to see his face so I told Hoseok to give it to him.

Sighing. I mentally prepare myself for this event we were heading to.

This should be fun right?