I'm going fucking crazy.
What the actual fuck was that story? Are they pranking me? Because if they are, i'm ready to risk my life to fight these mother fuckers.
I'm stronger than i think because i have abilities and i was resurrected by a demon? What kind of bullshit is that?
I'm currently laying on a bed. I'm pretty sure i'm still in the mansion of that lakan woman or whatever she's called.
But i wish this is all just a bad dream. That i'm just in a coma and i'm gonna wake up soon.
I'm so fucking confused.
How the actual fuck did i get reincarnated by demons? Is this why my parents said that my family from my past doesn't matter? Cause they killed them?
Thanks to that book, i'm questioning my whole entire being.
Wait. If i was resurrected by a demon, doesn't that make me one too? I mean, i'm no longer normal the minute i died and became alive again so what exactly am i? Am i not human? If so, then what the fuck am i? And what are my abilities?
I kept thinking these negative thoughts as i stared at the ceiling of this room. The bed is comfortable. I didn't bother to look around the room because i didn't want to move or do anything. I just wanna get swallowed by the earth and keep me underground until i die.
Do i get possessed by a demon in the future because it's another part of that trick deal? Am i created to destroy? Am i created to be a bad person?
Are my parents actually crazy people?
I have so many questions that no one could ever answer. No one knows my parents that well. I don't know where my parents' friends are.
I have no one to answer my questions.
The door suddenly slowly opened.
I didn't bother look who was in the door. I didn't care.
"gising ka na ba?" a voice suddenly spoke.
I quickly recognized the voice.
It was from one of those body guards. I don't know what their names are so i'll keep identifying them as body guards.
I'm almost sure that this voice was from the short haired one again. For some reason i still haven't heard that one with the long hair talk.
"leave me alone." i said lazily. I didn't need or want communication right now.
"i'm afraid i can't. Bossing needs to have a talk with you." he said as he stepped inside the room.
"no."
"but bossi-"
"no."
"you need to-"
"No."
"look, if you don't want an angry woman beating you up, just go downstairs." he said comfortably as if he was actually beimg genuine about warning me.
"if i'm so important, she wouldn't dare lay a finger on me. Do you think you could take whatever you want from me by hurting me? I don't think so." i said confidently, desperately trying to get this man out of here.
He just sighed in response as he went on his way toward the door of the room.
Yes. He finally left. I can now hsve pea-
"tama ka. I wouldn't dare lay a hand on you. But that's because i know what you're capable of. I just want to help you take control of your abilities." she said calmly at first but her tone changes to a more tender and gentle tone in the end, confirming that she has good intentions.
I finally moved from my laying position to a sitting position, not leaving the bed. I turned my head to look at her.
"you have to understand that your abilities are special. You need to knoe how to control them or else, you might destroy the world even if it isn't your intention." she said calmly, keeping her normal straight tone and straight face.
"but i don't think i'm ready." i said, shivering to the thoughts of the possible negative out comes. "What if i fail and what if i destroy the world in the process of taking control of my powers? It's too risky."
"that's why i'm here to help. I'm not only doing it for you, but also for the sake of the world." she said, not having her usual tone but instead having a sweet tender tone.
"okay."
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Hey guys sorry for the short chapter! Next one will be an A/N! Please check that out because i will be asking something important. I'll try my best to make this story a good one and i'm hoping you can help me with that😊
Thank you so much for reading 💕
