I watched (y/n) laughing with Yeonjun Hyung. She seemed very close to him even though we were dating. I sometimes got jealous of Yeonjun and how open he is with women. I was extremely too shy to even hold (y/n)'s hand. She understood how shy I was and always made me feel comfortable.
"So (y/n) have you and Beomgyu had sex yet?" I heard Soobin ask from the doorway.
"That's not any of your business so stick your nose somewhere else." She spat with attitude and placed her hand on my knee.
It's true we haven't had sex yet. It was a mutual decision. She wasn't ready and I definitely wasn't at the time. Things have changed since then though. I was starting to get these weird feelings while we made out or when she sat on my lap or even when her hand was on my thigh.
I looked at her hand on my thigh then back at Yeonjun. He read my mind and saw my thoughts in my eyes.
"(Y/n) if Beomgyu was ready would you do it?" He asked genuinely unlike Soobin.
"Yeah, I would be why?" She looked at me and saw I was biting my lip trying to avoid eye contact since I was starting to get hard from the thoughts in my head and her hand on my knee.
"(Y/n) I-I want to show you something in my room" I pulled her up and into my room. Once the door was closed my lips found hers. I was hungry... For her. I sat on the edge of the bed and pulled her on my lap both her knees on each side of my legs.
"Beomgyu," She said between the kiss. I pulled back and panic started to set in. She caught on quickly and kissed me back reassuringly.
"I just want to make sure that you want this and it's not pressured or influenced by the boys" I nodded understanding her point of view in this situation.
"I have wanted this for a long time" I whispered in her ear and bent down more to suck on her neck. She nodded rolling her head to the side so I had better access.
I rolled over so I hovered over her body. I started to get nervous since this is our first time together. I looked into her eyes making me calm down and proceed with my mission. Undressing her and myself I looked into her eyes again. She held my entire world in those two beautiful big eyes of hers.
"Are you ready baby?" I asked aligning myself at her soaking wet entrance.
"Yes," She moaned out when I rubbed my tip on her clit. I entered slowly holding my breath from the amazing feeling. Once I bottomed out I kissed (Y/N) again but with more love than ever. Thrusting in and out slowly and grunting softly into her neck.
"Beomgyu faster please" she whispered as I felt her clench around me. I sped up my hips and felt myself super close.
"Babe" I started but she gasps and clenches super hard arching her back and rolling her eyes. I emptied myself inside her breathing hard but then freaked out since we did not use a condom.
"Beomgyu... baby... it's okay. I am on birth control."
